INTAN THINK POSITIVE
hey bloggy!!
well...sorry for not updating it since i'm feeling down until now.
i'm not sure how to face de world...i'd tried to cheer myself but it wont last long.
i'm cheering myself by going out wif ma frens..go watch movies,window shopping,sight-seeing and so forth..
but i couldnt let out my feelings to ma frens...so i take dis oppurtunity to let go my feelings tru dis blogs...
well bloggy...u noe wat..im really2 stress...stress b'coz i dont noe wat to do now...i really wanna
continue ma studies however dis seems impossible for me...i'm not really into ukhrawi side but to academic side but as u noe wat i couldnt further ma studies to where most of frens are rite now..after i failed ma second attempt in olevel...woa..intan wats wrong wif u ar?
ok ok...bloggy u noe wat..i'm actually a bad daughter...i;m so despicable..coz i always make ma parents worry for me especially ma mom..MAMA I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY MA!PLZ FORGIVE ME!i've make u stress for wat ive said to u de last time...until kak D wake me up from everythings dat i've done...dis is all my faults!i'm always thinking negatively about myself..
now i noe de reason y..coz i've low self-esteem n its not good at all...coz de only things u do is always think negatively...n dis is wat i'd always do...
however after some small chat wif kak D..i'm beginning to think de right way to wat i should do..coz everything dats happening to me always have a valid reasons(hikmah)..
so anything dat im going to do rite now may be a good thing for me n ma family...they told me dat they gonna support me for everything i do as long as it is in a good way...n Allah will aways be there wif u..protect u...n care for u...Oh Allah forgive me for wat i've done to myself n my parents..coz its only u who can forgive me for de sins dat i've done...
MAMA,PAPA SARANG HEYO!KOMAPTA!