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update mirotic concert

2009-09-27T01:58:00.004+08:00

finally im gonna update my pathetic blog...haha

well juz a short update of mirotic concert held in bangkok on 27th-28th of Jun.

yup sis and I really went to bangkok juz to see TVXQ's concert...went for both days but different zone as in on the first day we both took the standing zone and on the second day we took the cheapest seating zone...really2 enjoyed their superb performances as well as seeing them really2 near...gosh changmin is soo damn charming and jaejooong is soo hot..love all of them...love their coolness...well met quite number of friends/fans of tvxq from different2 country namely thailand,australia,china,malaysia and etc..they are so friendly...

hmm with the recent report about xiah,hero n mickey files lawsuit against SME..I hope they wont be disban and will stay as one forever as yuhno and changmin did not want to involve and will continue staying with SME....guys plss unite and stay together...

ok next chapter...hmm well ive started to like 2pm group mid dis yr until jaebom left the grp last month..i was soo pissed of with de netizens that made jaebom quit the group and back to Seattle..why cant they just forgive and forget??it is so sad to see this happening..haiz...jaebom hope ur feeling better now after the sour incident...hwaiting!

oh yup Ive gotten my secret code cd by dbsk from korea..asked kak naz to buy for me there...thanx kak naz!

new chapter..

WISHING ALL THE MUSLIM A SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI!(hope its ok to wish now eventhough its a bit too late..hehe)

hmm ok 2days ago went to watched phobia2 at GV with hid and fai...gosh really luv de movie especially the last part...funny to de max..well it has 5 parts and de thai guy played in de last part called Aey are soo handsome..and de most scarriest part for me is de zombie look alike and de ward..i was really disturbed by the sound effect..but overall its a nice movie to watched...now im soo wanna watch "fame"...

well yasterday went out with hid and moon to bugis street coz hid asked us to accompany her to buy a bag..well thought of saving my money but end up buying a bag also..haiz...intan2..

okok guess until here..well try to update my blog as frequent as i can..

heez need to start to read up my library book title No god but god by reza aslan...seems interesting..come across dis when a reader reserved on dis book..hehe..ok intan fighting!

DBSK

2009-05-20T23:33:00.021+08:00

DBSK "MIROTIC" CONCERT!!!!COMING SOON???

Im sooo wanna go!!!

Held in Bangkok on 27th & 28th of june...
i was told that they'll be staying in Dusit Thani same hotel as before...i dont wanna lose this chance...at the same time ..Can go for my HOLIDAY trip!YEAH!!ok intan start saving!!!

Hopefully i can get my approval leave without difficulties and swop my weekends with other team...i really2 wanna go again,staying at the most luxary hotel ive been so far i.e hotel dusit thani...the bed is sooo cosy especially the pillows..love it so much...well actually my sis and i planning to go to their concert for both days..first day we will take the cheapest one and 2nd the expensive one...hopefully this time round we get to see them clearly....heez..

haiz...i was wondering why this year i didnt see DBSK in any shows..?are they really that busy??kinda miss them doing reality shows..they're so funny...jaejoong,changmin,yuhno,junsu,yoochun ogenki desuka??

well recently YG entertainment releasing their new girl band called 2ne1...and im actually like their song 'fire' soo much...they are so cool...and i love their dress concepts...u go girls!!

ok gtg now..hopefully i can go to bangkok without any hiccups...DBSK FIGHTING!

dbsk + fryk

2009-04-18T00:28:00.004+08:00

miss my friends....

hope they doing great now...

well here's the pictures of my friends and me..and the drawing of FRYK (fuko,recca,yanagi n kaoru)by Hazwani i.e she drew it for me,moon,hid and herself last time...haha and i actually editted it with the drawing picture of DBSK....LOVE Jaejoong Oppa,Yuhno Oppa,Junsu Oppa,Yoochun Oppa and Changmin(no Oppa coz of the same age)...Love their songs...

sm town

2009-03-28T23:28:00.012+08:00

OTW TO BANGKOK...

hey hey hey...

ive been busy and lazy to update my blog..well infact if ive got time to blog i dun feel like doing so...but tonight i feel like blogging..
well first of all alhamdulillah i have new job and currently working hard on it for the better...hmmm love the job and the people working there...haha i was told to mingle and get along with staff from other branches for a good purpose hehe,thus, ive made quite number of friends from different branch,level,race and etc..really enjoy it so much...well hope it will last long..

lol u know what..last month i went to bangkok with my elder sis for SM Town Live concert and there were DBSK,SNSD,SHINEE,SUJU and Zhang Liyin performed at the concert...gosh!!love it so much...i actually thought that i was dreaming when i reached there..its so unbelievable..furthermore it was our first time to travel to bangkok on our own and just recently there were riots at the airport....hehe...thank goodness we're back safely...well can say that bangkok city looks exactly like KL..yeah we stayed at Hotel Dusit Thani...same as the SM artists...unbelievable right???heez well we took bus from the airport to the hotel and it cost us 150 baht/person..haha guess we took taxi more cheaper than bus...it only cost us 200+ baht from hotel to airport...well the concerts were terrific and superb!and actually it was my first time experienced the feeling of sitting with thousands of their fans in the stadium...we really enjoyed it so much...
ok the day before the concert we actually went to see thier press conference,but it was extremely crowded and packed...so we left the place and went shopping at MBK. which we took the sky train...well there were quite number of halal stalls in MBK shopping centre...so we dont really have a problem getting the food..and the things there can say quite cheap ar..oh ya...i also tried the tuk-tuk...gosh the driver only charged us 20 baht for an hour...so cool!
i wanna go again...well i heard DBSK will be having thier MIROTIC concert in Bangkok end of this year...guess i wanna go again...heez..at the same time i can go for my holiday!yeah!

ok guess until here...im so sleeeeeepyyyyy!!

ps:miss my arabiah friends...miss sols!

LYRICS

2008-12-24T01:49:00.003+08:00

~Missed out November post.. :(

anyway..im not in the mood to blog right now...
just wanna post a lyric for a song which is now playing on my blog....

it is one of my latest favourite songs. by Wonder Girls - "Nobody"

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You

nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo

I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge
eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su
eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

RAP)Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobodyNobody nobody but you

PS:HERO JAEJOONG SUGOI!

life

2008-10-20T16:59:00.008+08:00

i think:hero jaejoong!!so suave and cute...

life........what do i wanna do with my life???

be humble or rich?be simple or messy?

why i cant just have a perfect life that i want which can make me happy always??

a perfect life is...

to have no worries

to have money alwayz

to have no problems

to have answers for all questions

to have no wars

to have peace

to have no pain

to have gain

to have no enemy

to have friends

to have no sickness

to have a healthy body

guess this is a perfect life that i want...

but what is life???

is there really such thing as perfect life?

as what i understood that we have to live to our fullest as long as we are breathing....

dont ruin your life but fill it with pleasant things... life is just once in a lifetime...hehe

but i guess i've not been filling my life with benefits but wasting my life just like that...hehe...

i really dont like to live with no freedom...and i know now in singapore especially to have lead your life easily is definitely impossible....unless you are very rich....so have to work extra harder to acieve your goals....

haiz.....life is life....

hmm....feel like playing board games at Ehub..i'd been playing it twice since last 2 weeks...so shiok! and exciting to play with your friends when your bored hehe...and its cheap somemore...well the first time i went there i played with moon,ainunl and fairus...2nd time with moon's friends suzanne and felix...

how i wish they can play with me again...

and not forgotten my favourite arcade...i love it so much!

...oklah guess blog till here now....need to off the laptop now...

ps: hope i fill my life with benefits...gosh...really miss sols and hid so much...and moon thanks for accompanied me and asked me out...hehe...

salam ramadhan

2008-09-17T13:07:00.006+08:00

Salamzzz~

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!!

woa~~ 17 days we have been fasting...alhamdulillah everything run pretty smoothly...another 13 more days to go...and yeah Eidul Fitri...
Ramadhan is the best month of all...and wow there's Terawih to go with...it is also the month of nuzulul quran and lailatulqadar...its a blessing month of all...

hmm...well...tomorrow i have an interview...so wish me luck aite!pretty nervous...

ok today my mom cooked ayam lemak chili padi and sambal goreng for break fast...hmm..nice2!!hehe...

haiz~~ i really wanna go to south korea badly...lol i guess because i wanna see korean game show over there...i find it interesting and funny....haha...but im not sure when i can get the opportunity to go there..hehe..i guess this is just a dream for me...its better to save up money for haj purpose as its the place that i really2 wanna go...i hope its not just a dream,however,its a reallity for me...

well...singing is one of my fav pastime and also my cousins...its in our blood i guess....lol guess all my friends will be super shock to think that i like to sing..but yar..i love to sing although i dont really have a nice voice..but duuhh i can sing ok hehe...but i think i read quran more nicer then i sing a song..hehe...ok here are some clips sang by my cousins...enjoy it!'crush' tryouts by maisarah and fathin and 'when ur gone' by muzfirah...this clips were taken at our humble kampong at sempang renggam,m'sia...

sols take care

2008-08-29T17:28:00.007+08:00

the touching moment...i secretly cried in my heart

sols and us at airport!!we love u sols!

sols...alhamdulillah u have reached Syria safely...and yup ive got ur Syria's no. from shikin...

i cant believed that your there already...coz normally rigth now maybe...you'll be tutoring my brother....

sols...your always there to give me an advise when im in need...really appreciate it so much...words of thank you is countless compared to what you did....only Allahh can repay you...

sols...your always there to listen to my craps...like if i luv to watch this kdramas or jdramas or maybe i luv to watch their dance move..i would always tell you...coz i know that you will listen and accompany me with the excitement...guess so..hehe...

but if im bored you with my crappy story...pls forgive me aitez...coz so far what you have shown to me is your sincerity...and im touched by it...i dont know why..but your the person that i can 100% confide with..its a wonderful to have you as my friend...dommo Arigato gozaimas!

and you know what your name really suits you...SHOLEHATUZ ZAKIAH!

ok need to go now...maybe another day i will blog again about you sols...my so called "inspiration" ceh...

ps hmm sols i will always dua' for your safety..and hope you will get the school of your choice and succeed in everything you do...pls take really good care of yourself...i know you can do it!GANBATTE!!!FIGHTING! and lastly dont miss me aite!hehe

sols...

2008-08-01T12:44:00.007+08:00

holla!

time move really fast...and yup its already friday...i cant imagine whats going to happen in the future if the time that we have been waiting for come to an end...how i wish and hope i could pass the test that Allah have given to us...unfortunately i still think that i didnt deserve to be in a great place while doing little deeds for him,the greatest and the creator of mankind....how i wish i will always be given a chances till the end of my life and to prove my sincerity towards him..do all his obligations without miss,pray 5times a day,fast in ramadhan,do haj(if i could afford),zakaaah and not forgotten do alot of good deeds....

no doubt this is the tougher test ever..but it is worthy doing so..do for the sake of Allah...

heaven is the wonderful place that i want to be...

heaven and hell is the place for all people(including me) who deserve to live their entire life permenantly in according to their deeds after the day of judgement...

well...as requested from sols...to update my bloggy!!

yup i have done it....thus..gonna talk about you..sols...

sols...sols...sols....another few weeks you are going to leave us,your friends,your family,singapore and me :( to syria to further your studies...how i wish i could join you to syria...hehe...but naahh...i guess its impossible...*paused!*....brb someone's knocking...

lol!!guess what...sols is here already...yup she's my little brother tutor....i have seen alot of improvement from my little bro...i am glad for him and hopefully he will do well in his upcoming psle exams....and sols thank you so much for your help....may Allah rewards you with your kindness and bless you always....amin...hehe...

hmm...ok she's tutoring my bro right now....i better finish up this soon...and tidy up my room...

ps: hope me and sols will stay in touch wherever we are forever and ever....and to hazwani a.k.a kaoru..you being miss by me so much!!keep in touch my kawaiiiii tomodachi!!kaoru-chan!hidayah a.k.a yanagi....you also being miss by me....

blaaaaa

2008-07-14T16:01:00.002+08:00

i just finished watching jdrama title 'absolute boyfriend'.....

well its a great drama....but the ending was so sad....i really love the robot in the drama....
the girl actually chose the robot instead of the real guy itself...and the most sad and touching part was the robot itself have becoming more human than the human itself..he really love the girl and care for her and feeling jealous without being programmed.........because of his love towards the girl it destroying his chip inside him......

well here is the fan vid of absolute boyfriend....i really love the song by dbsk(korean group) title why did i fall in love with you?but they sang japanese version....can check it out.....

Doushitte kimi wa suki ni natte shimattan darou

Romanisation

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba
Wakatteta noni
Mou todokanai

Hajimete deatta sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

Doko ni iku nori mo isshou de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonaninatte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noniMou kawanai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kireina sugata de kami sama ni negatteru kimi wo

Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte mioreba ii no darou

Doushite kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou
Ano koro no bokura no koto
Mou kawanai (kangaeta kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta (sono mama ni)

Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo (sabishikute mo)

saints said

2008-07-14T15:41:00.005+08:00

saint's said...

she's feeling bored..

she's feeling unwell...

she's feeling uneasy....

she's feeling uncool.....

she's feeling lacking of something......

she's feeling of turning insaints........

however things get changed when......

she's reading islamic studies and the holy quran.....

she's praying 5 times a day......

she's eating and sleeping very well.......

she's helping her mother with chores........

she's listening to mesmerizing songs..........(no doubt some songs can make oneself feeling happy and cool)

tired

2008-06-20T22:02:00.007+08:00

whewww...

i feel lethargic right now...just came back form CFC...its been quite sometime since i went there....

and yup guess what...got this guy from CFC shop,a philiphine guy named kris..yea he told me that there will be a new movie starring Gerico from philiphine(hmm not sure the spelling) he acted in this drama called pangako sayo as Angelo and the heroin is a malay girl from malaysia...im not sure who...he seems forgotten her name i guess...but he will try to remeber it when he see me next time...cant wait for it...seems interesting and i love the guy(angelo)hehe...

ok...yasterday went to my ex-work place...have already collected the gift from my boss KT...im so happy with the gift she gave me....thank you so much..ive been wanting to buy a perfume...and alhmadulillah someone bought it for me as a gift..really appreciate it...well she gave me perfume from calvein klein-Escape and a necklace..thank you so much...

hmm...ok....i guess until here..i feel so sleepy right now...so seeya!!

change blogskin

2008-06-19T14:05:00.004+08:00

yeah change my blogskin atlast...

its been quite sometime since i update my blog...
although im free since last 2 weeks as in i've quited my job already...just lazy to update my pathetic bloggy...hehe...

yea i have really quit my job...and theres a reason behind it...so no need to mention it...just thankful to the company for giving me chance and experience while working there...and thanks MT(GM) and KT(ED) for offering me alots of thing...it just that my mind had made up to quit and wanted to continue my studies insya Allah if Allah grant it....yar im thinking of taking traineeship at ite for dental assisting course..find it interesting...ok i want to go for it...wish me luck!

ohk later on need to go to my ex-work place hehe...KT said she wanted to give something to me...well actually she asked me to come since last week but instead i went for my holiday with my family to pulau redang..super-duper shiok to the max!!

hmmm...im glad the management appreciate my hardwork all this while...hopefully they will learn to appreciate all their staffs for their hardwork...and yup its not easy to make them appreciate us tho...hehe...

as usual random pictures....hehe

ps: cant wait to see moon coming back from Vietnam this 30th June...miss you so much!!!

my job

2008-02-23T01:05:00.004+08:00

good morning?

current mood:sleepy but dont feel like sleeping right now...

yea its been a while since i've updated my bloggy...been very busy this lately and always came back home late.

hmm...ok so far my work has been alright until now hope it will stays as it is now...learned a lot of new things...alhamdulillah...

well actually im not sure of my jobscope as a general clerk cause now i have to do accounts for my company which they have slowly pass it to me bit by bit...yea im glad cause i got new things to learn although i didnt get to continue my studies after my o-level ...being a general clerk or accounts assistant i'd feel satisfied...yar although the boss were very fierce and got scolded by them plenty of times..hehe..they still willing to give me a chance to gain the experience there...i felt so thankful..hope i can learn a lot of thing from there...im enjoying it!

lol...the most interesting and exciting thing at my work place is that i have a funny and interesting friends...especially aidil one of my good brother..cant stop making me and the rest laugh out loud...if he send us back from the work place till we reach home,there's a non-stop of laughing or talking on the way back..cant take it say...funny to the max...

but sadly he wont be working with us anymore because of the boss i guess...being an operation executive is not easy..so Wani you've lost one good brother and a friend...so sad...going to miss him badly if he leave the company...and yup he got an offer from korea airline...well hope everything go smoothly when he works there one day...

apart from this work...im now kind of miss my beloved friends and teachers....i miss my arabiah's teachers,arabiah classmates,my junior and senior,aisyah,jocelyn,joel,mastura,siti,kezia,abdullah,yanting,and not forgotten yuki...how are you guys??what are you guys doing now?happy or sad?married or not?lol..please keep in touch aite....

hmm...gosh i like edison chen...but he pissed me off...hope you do your soul searching and be a better person...prove it to people that you'll change as in a better and good person...im disappointed...

p/s hope my boss will change his attitude..not all people can take their critism...we people have pride and you dont have the right to bring down or take away our's right and pride...hehe this message is given to whoever think that is right...ok until here..wanna sleep..oh gosh its almost 2am...tomorrow im working!!!!!bye and seeya!

a da

2007-12-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

good evening!
current mood:nervous yet enjoyed

well...a christmas day today....oneday off..thank god!
ok today i went to my nephew's birthday party....so we had a lots of fun there...we talk2...eat2..play2...sing2..and lots more...

released my stress and nervous a bit...cause im enjoying myself there...argg!!have to go back to work tomorrow...my stress day begin..haha..

ok guess what...i really thing that all my little cousins have a potential in singing..cause they have a powerful and nice voice...and it really lights up my day...if you dont believe me...listen at the youtube...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Yo64mMUFAho
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gu_qebiCDdk

hmm...ok i guess til here only...need to sleep early...

p/s hope tomorrow everything will run smoothly..and the bosses are in the good mood amin!

my job

2007-12-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

good morning!
current mood:relax a bit...pheww!
at work right now...blablabla

hey my bloggy!!
its been a while since ive updated my blog...well guess its because of my new job at chinatown.Alhamdulillah everything run smoothly although theres alot of high up and down people in the company...like...perfectionist and fierce boss who never failed to shout at people whenever he talks...it makes me eery whenever i go to work..
well i think nobody is perfect in this world...
ok to tell the truth...the first few weeks or maybe almost a months ive been working there...my heart is always pumping so fast(scared) and nervous and all i hope during that time is just not to let me live anymore..oh my its like the end of me...somehow i also wish during that time is where doomsday take place...oh gosh what am i thinking???
however when i realised that all this thing is just a temporary for me as in we only live in this world for temporary and why should i feel scared to myself to them which only have powers in this world but not in the hereafter...so everything refers back to the only one god,Allah the almighty!

lol right now im in the engineering office helping them do admin work...for goodness sake the only girl...arggg!now a bit relaxing so have time to update my friendster and blog...boss in malaysia office.listening to ella's songs..and now a bit emotional.ooh ok...need to log out..haha going back right now...i didnt realise its already 12.30pm haha...ok have to go woodlands to see my favourite niece YA_HU!

p/s hope i can have a pleasant and enjoyable working days...and wish that the boss will someday change his attitude to a lovable boss...oh Allah please grant me this wish!Amin!

selamat hari raya

2007-10-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

good morning!exactly 1am

current mood:not feeling great...im sick!

well first of all i would like to wish all the muslims here a SELAMAT HARI RAYA!ok its been a while since im updating my blog...really miss my blogs...well this year hari raya is great but not as great as before...cant go house visiting these last few days because my mom was not feeling well...so hope to go house visiting this coming days...

hmm first day of hari raya..as usual to grandparents house then to wak majid's house and lastly to om's house...well got to eat alots of super delicious foods at every house...yummy!then second day when to bonda's house and then to my dad's uncles and aunties houses...well its fun to have a house visiting...

ok...until here...im now sleepy...hope i can get up for my subuh's prayer...

to be continued i guess...

sleepless

2007-09-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

good morning!

current mood:sleepless..

arg!!!its already 1.10 am but im still freshly awake....i cant sleep today...feel like blogging and blog hopping..but sadly most of my friend didnt update their blogs...so feel quite bored right now..

well...i really2 miss my niece ya hu!!its been a while since i seen her....arg!she must have grown a bit...lol..how i wish she can remained a baby all the time...cause i really love babies smell...i feel like coming to bonda's house to play with yazmin tomorrow morning...must bring along my mom...hee~

hmm..ok during this ramadhan time....since the beggining of fasting month..i've been doing great..yeah!hope what i did until the end of ramadhan is all worthy...well did tadarus with my mom...just finished surah Al-Baqarah...hope i can finish all the surahs during this whole month....then have been helping at shikin's stall lately at blk 247,tampines...she sell various kind of delicious kuehs and fantastic side dishes...go check it out!!then have been doing tarawih with my beloved family...and yar can say...alhamdulillah have been doing a lots of benefit things during this holy month....and yup hope during the day of lailatul qadar...which is unknown when isit...hope i do good things...but what i know it falls on odd day...so ya better do good and benefit things everyday..hehe...

hmmm...ok until here...i wanna watch this drama which i find it interesting 'Ballad Of Suh Dong'.

p/s:hope i did a lots of good things during the fall of lailatul qadar..and hope shikin's foods will be selling great!amin..

ramadhan mubarak

2007-09-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!

current mood:sad:-(

hmm ok yasterday went out out with moon and ainunl...supposingly with fairus too..im so sorry fairus for not coming on time...and yup i know you've waited for us for more then 2hours..furthermore you need to go back early as you have to worked at night...i know you really disappointed in us for not being puntual everytime we gathered...please forgive me!!im really sorry!i really wanted to go karaoke yasterday with ainunl,moon and u especially fairus!!!..cause only him who have the member card...and the biggest regret of me was...argh!!fairus did wake me up yasterday morning as he thought i might overslept..apparently i did wake up...but then..my mom asked me to do sprint cleaning??oh god!!because of that i was late for our meeting....im so sad seh....for what happened yasterday!i hope fairus can forgive me and the rest who turns up late yasterday....

however...i still continued meeting up with ainunl and moon...we walked at hmm...not sure the shopping mall name...but its at clark quey...then we hang around at raffles place...since we have to prayed first at maulana mosque..then slacking beside the merlion's and at starbucks too....hmm although had some sad moment in the earlier but we end up with a joyful and happy laughed in us...again,fairus,a special apology from me...

well tomorow is the first day of ramadhan...im so happy everytime during the months of ramadhan..hehe..yeah!you know what...because its the month when we can get a lot of pahala...and what i know..only during fasting month we can get a bonus marks i.e 10 to 700 double times...and these will defenitely depends on how we apply ourself with our sincere heart in doing the ibadah...

hmm..ok then until here....

p/s:hope i can be puntual in meeting people and doing anything...hehe...and hope i can have a bliss ramadhan this month with my beloved family and friends!!ramadhan mubarak!

ghost?

2007-09-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

good evening!
current mood:feeling good!

wooooph~must i believe that ghost exist or not??well thats the topic of the day...

well im wondering whether there's ghost in this world...cause i havent come across any of it...
and im wondering is it true that most people sees the existing of ghost...and what is ghost?what is the meaning of ghost??why some people scared of ghost?why does ghost like to scare people?or is these just our imagination when we see something scarry and thought it is a ghost??
...but now im perfectly sure that there is no ghost in this world...the only thing that i believe is that setan's and iblis really exist in this world to destroys and disturbs people,from good to bad,from gentle to wild,from pretty to ugly and etc....and he can disguise as a human being,a ghost?? and etc...

hmm i did asked my mom whether she believed in ghost or not..and she said no...she said the same thing as what i believe that everything happen is setan's doing...and yup he only go for people who scared of ghost or scared of him...thank god,im not scared of him,setan...

someone told me...if you didnt believe in ghost...you will oneday see it...and yup i said ya hopefully oneday i can see it...even if im shocked to death i will not be scared of it...cause the only thing that im scared of is Allah the almighty.....cause he's the creator of every mankind including setans,angels(malaikat),humans and animals....only him who i believe that can protect me and people who believe in him...insya Allah..Ameen!

yasterday went to esplanade with aisyah..slacked there...took some pictures...most of it is the pictures of night cloud...which i can see some human feature on it...what do you think of the picture that i display above?do u see any human feature on it...tag me if you can see it...looks a bit scary isnt it?hmm oklah until here...need to do some reflection...

p/s:hope i can have peace forever!

shopping!

2007-09-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

good evening!

current mood:tempting!

just now,yasterday,few days ago and recently a lots of things i want to buy...but the problem is MONEY!!!hee~im penniless now...i want to buy a shiny black bag($39),a levi's watch($109),a super big lollipop($??),a handphone pouch($5.90),a shampoo with no sodium laureth sulphate(but cant find it!),a make up remover(loreal($11.50)),a perlini's silver bracelet($29) and lots more...hmmph...but have to wait for my next pay...hopefully there's a discount when i come to buy them...hehe..

well just now i went to tampines mall and century square with my friend,aisyah...and yup i spent almost $40...i bought a body foam($4.25),my aunt n70 silicon casing($8),black shoes($12.90) and the rest on foods($9.20)...its like wooo so fast i spent my money...but its ok...like my friend said,shirnna...she said what for you want to save your money when one day your surely going to die...and you cant definitely bring your money with you right??...haha...i agree with her a bit...but in future if your still alive,your still need money to buy our own necessities especially when you are not under your parents care anymore...so likewise you can save up a bit for future purpose...hehe..thats what i think..hehe..since now all the things i want to buy,i used my own money...and now i kind of treasure my things more than before hehe...

oh yar last sunday,2nd september...i had a cousins gathering for girls only...one who turns up were...kak zurah,lutfiah,kak naz,moon,amierah,kak dian,izy and me...sadly kak fidzah,kak faizah and kak janna cant make it...and yup we had our gathering at swensens,changi airport..oh gosh!i love this chocolate fondue so much..so yummy and classics...and maybe our next gathering will be at secrets recipe...well we have lots of fun that day..took a lots of funny pictures of us....hehe...

hmm i think if i want to shop a lot..i think thailand is the best place to shop..as in things there are way more cheaper than singapore...right yuki??hehe..oklah until here...

p/s:hope i can buy things that i names above soon...and yup hope we can have a cousins gathering soon...hmm sadly i think i dont have a family holiday this week..maybe go johor only...hehe..

2007-09-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

good evening!

current mood:freaking hungry!

'lol'! i.e stand for lollipop...thats what my friend told me yasterday...yar at first he didnt know what 'lol'(laugh out loud) stands for and so he thought its a lollipop....and thinking of it im now craving for super big lollipop....and yup how i wish i can have one in my hand and waiting for time to break my fast...yeah im fasting today(sunnat) which i thought can lesser my food intake of the day(diet??)..lol!

hmmm....oh know i think i need to do some facials right now...its been a while since yuki did facial on me...so awesome!and free of charge...but now shes in thai...and have to do facial by myself...sob2!oh yar need to order from her the green mask which i find it cool....hope she read my blog and hehe do me one more favour as i already asked her a lot...ohh talking about it..i hope she found the overall jeans that ive ordered....hmmm...ok lah until here..and now im really2 freaking hungry....another 20 more mins to break my fast...

p/s:hope someone can give me a lollipop when im craving over it...lol!!oh yar hope i can accompany yuki go jogging one day as what she wrote in her blog..yeah yuki im waiting for that day to come aite...seeya soon!

feeling high

2007-09-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!

current mood:cheerful!

well...i kinda feel high today...lol i feel like dancing and singing right now...dont know whats got over me...hmm...ok anyway today i have to stay at home waiting for my aunt's students to come...cause they'll be having religious class at my place...

have to make everything looks neat and clean...

hmm now i feel like going out...go windows shopping...

oh yar i kinda interested in this silverish black sling bag that is now selling in century square..but im not sure what is the shop name...and the bag cost $39...so im not sure whether to buy it or not...if im not buying that bag,i will regret it...how?at the same time i feel it's such a waste of money...cause it kind of expensive for me...well really hope that my mom could buy it for me....hee~

hmmm.... duh~have to delete the picture display on my previous blog...cause someone think that the picture is not pretty enough...hehe...ok than....until here....the students will be coming soon..have to get ready now..peace~

p/s:hope someone can buy for me that glamourous bag(sort of)....

back to my paradise

2007-08-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

gd evening!
current mood:sleepy

finally im back to my paradise i.e my house..hehe...now im kind of miss yuki,yuka and the house!hehe...lol ive been with them for 21 days and yes i already get used to the environment there...hee...im going to miss the time i spend with yuki and yuka...especially yuki....cause i spend most of my time with yuki rather than yuka...really need to thanks yuki for spending her time on doing facial mask on my face...ohh ya and the hair treatment too...kop khun ka!
haha..i learned a lot of Thai language when i stayed there..lol thanks again yuki for teaching me thai...you've been a great companion during my stays there...got a lot of beauty advice from both sisters...

oh ya! aunty ben i.e(yuki's mom)..hehe thanks a lot for giving me a lot of things from thailand and treats me to nice foods...really apreciate it...
well...yuki and her family will be going back to thailand tomorrow...guess they will have a lots of fun there...and hope yuki will remember to buy the things that i've order...hehe(shy)..hopefully we can still get in touch always..oh yar i cant wait to go to thailand this november....im glad and greatful that aunty ben will sponsor my air flight ticket...kop khun ka!

well after not eating my mom's cooking for such a long time...and here i am eating a lot of my mom's cook today i.e ati and tomyam chicken...sooo soooo delicious to max!i love you mom!!your the best!hehe anyway yuki,if you read my blog..you will know that my mom actually cooked fish curry yasterday specially for you...hehe..cause she thought that you will be sending me back home yasterday and yar we both end up eating curry foods at mustafa centre hehe...and delayed from going back to my house...anyway yasterday i really have fun shopping with you guys at mustafa centre..now i know how cheap it is the things over there...now i think i can but my necessities at there....lolx!

hmmm ok then until here...

p/s:hope i can have a family holiday this coming week...hmm..and yeah yuki i will always remember the 'thank you coupon' which valid for one month only aite!hehe....

2007-08-22T03:17:00.000+08:00

good morning
current mood:great

well ive changed my song...cause i find the new song that is playing in my blog now very fascinating...it really gives me the courage to overcome everything...its like you can forgets your sadness in the past and move on to the future with happy lasting...

and here's the lyric...

There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

I have to decide,
Was I gonna to play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.

I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts.
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.oh i love it

p/s:hope i have the courage to face anything or everything thats happening to me..i really2 love Allah and ofcouse my family and friends so much...hee~

miss ma frens

2007-08-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

gd evening

current mood:cool and emotional

woooo...i want to dedicate this song lyric to my friends...i really miss my arabiah classmates...i really miss them so much...especially my belove cousin and also a friend who had leave us since 2004..:khalis:..you will always be in my memory...

well here comes my new or can also said my old friends who i knew them since young,yuki and yuka...lol they are both gorgeos and pretty...(hmmm....yuki will definitely like to hear this)lol...hope you guys will always stay cool and pretty aite!

here's the song lyric...

Di sini kita pernah bertemu
Mencari warna seindah pelangi
Ketika kau menghulurkan tanganmu
Membawaku ke daerah yang baru

Kini dengarkanlah
Dendangan lagu tanda ikatanku
Kepadamu teman
Agar ikatan ukhuwah kan
Bersimpul padu

Kenangan bersamamu
Takkan ku lupa
Walau badai datang melanda
Walau bercerai jasad dan nyawa

Mengapa kita ditemukan
Dan akhirnya kita dipisahkan
Munkinkah menguji kesetiaan
Kejujuran dan kemanisan iman
Tuhan berikan daku kekuatan

Mungkinkah kita terlupa
Tuhan ada janjinya
Bertemu berpisah kita
Ada rahmat dan kasihnya
Andai ini ujian
Terangilah kamar kesabaran
Pergilah derita hadirlah cahaya

p/s:hope my friends will always be in the best of health..and dont forget also my belove family...you light up my life....love you all!

Away from home....

2007-08-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

So far I have been away from home for 6 days...Reason is that I have to take care of my friends while their mom is away on a business trip to Thailand.Usually we just stay up very late at night,watching dramas(especially thai dramas from crunchyroll),ordering macdonald or kfc,so far all the guys that came to deliver our junks are so adorable (that's what yuki said).Is been fun.
Yesterday I went with Yuki to take my BTT test.Firstly,I did not make it..again!I have to retake it on 29th of October.Hopefully i pass as this would be my third timeretaking.Afterthat,we went back to my house.My mom cooked 2 types of wickedly delicious curry!I ate the curry with bread,im trying not to eat rice right now.We came back to Yuki's house at about 12 am...by then we were like walking zombies..i changed and then Yuki suddenly becme energetic..we ended up doing mask.
Today morning,i overslept.Yuki's mother called.Yuka never go to school!!!!Im so afraid that the mother would give me a lashing.So far i have not received one yet..so whew!
Today breakfast was just egg,cheese and bread....Im thinking of having chilli crab or something that is way over the top.Im not sure what my plans would be for the day...maybe i might meet my cousin,arif,from kelantan.Is been such a long time since i have seen him.He is coming without his father's acknowledgement just forthe sake of meeting me and my family!im so touched.
I will still be staying at Yuki's house for about 12 more days....
Hmmm..kind of feeling drowsy right now.Think i might go and take more of my beauty nap.Will update my blog again soon.....

anonymous bugger

2007-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

good morning!ok it just past 12am

current mood:moody...patience is what i need...

well first of all...thank you my friends for the concern....

hmm ok...recently or can said 2 days ago which is on 7 august at 14:39,:40 pm..an anonymous bugger appeared in my chat box with full of nonsence...lolx!i think he/she got nothing better to do to tag me...well patience is what i need most...thank you Allah for giving me the strength to stay cool and calm...

well my mindset wise is to think positive..that is what i'd promised myself...so likewise everything bad that is going on to me i should ignore it...apparently to all my friends you guys should ignore it too...let it be a question marks to me..hehe..because i got no buisness with him/her....hehe..ok then...

lastly i want to wish SINGAPORE A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

p/s:hopefully everything run beautifully...no bad words in my blog...time is running out...persist my patience....Allah is the greatest!Quran is my guides to akhirat...

2007-08-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

good morning!

current mood:feeling great!

woo!ok i'm not asleep yet...still chatting with moon in msn..lol!moon had already changed her blogskin..so i thought of changing mine too...i want to change to something new and cool...i really need kak naz help in this..cause she knows how to do all this stuff unlike me...well basically moon's blogskins is about the pictures of her during her kindergarden time with her family...so cute seh...should think of something like that..

hmm..thats about it for today..got to go to sleep...lol tomorrow i got morning class to teach...oh gosh!hopefully i wont be sleepy to teach...ok then bye!

oh and lastly the picture of me and my closes cousin...moon!

2007-08-04T12:34:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!

current mood:sleepy!

work...well mimi asked me to help out at her husband shop...since i'm free now...but...i have to work permenantly on weekends,which i have difficulty to negotiate with her since i'm not really free on weekends...so i should think it again whether to work or not...but its good opportunity for me..hmmff*sighs*...

well should find other jobs soon..so my mom will stop nagging at me...

hmm...i got nothing to do today..i'm thinking of going to C.F.C today...let see how...

p/s:may i get new good job soon!

kak nana's wedding day

2007-08-01T15:59:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!

current mood:bored to death!but so much relaxing....

oh..well its already august and national day is around the corner...now i reallised how time flies...oh god!i'm scared!i know that 'qiamat' is near...well i'm scared that i have not done a lot of good deeds..and am not sure whether i have done everything that you told us to do...besides 5times prayer and fasting month....oh Allah!its not enough for me to repay my parents back for the kindness that they have give to me...its uncountable...she(my mom),who gave birth to me and grow me up to be a healthy and good child and he(my dad),who is the breadwinner of the family who supported us to be what we are now...i really2 love them so much!oh Allah the only thing i can do is to pray to you and please forgive us for everything we've done..and prevent us from your tortures azab....oh Allah only you knows!

alhamdulillah...thank you Allah for granted our wish....on 27 and 28 july 2007....everything run smoothly and peacefuly on the wedding's day...alhamdulillah u gave us a lot of strength...and alhadulillah everyone really satisfied with the ceremony..the foods,the weather and lots more..i cant help but feeling touched with the events held that day...my aunt's(bonda) she's really satisfied with it....thank you Allah!

well kak nana and abang edy looks damn gorgeous and suaive!!how i dream to be like them...sweet loving couples..lol!well it might be another 5 to 10 years time to reallize the dream...however i really salute kak nana for the good organization...i really2 love the decorations,the colour and the arrangements...but i'm sure i cant really afford that if i am to marry now...lol!

p/s:may my family and i have a healthy and happy lifestyles!

kak nana's wedding

2007-07-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

good morning!
current mood:got irritate by my nose and got sore throat!*sob*

well today i just feel like update my blog...
ok later on i'll be going to bonda's house to help out...
i really2 hope that tomorrow and the day after will not rain.....
cause it is the day where my beloved cousin,kak nana's wedding day...
i really2 hope on that days...everything run pretty smoothly...
and yup,i cant wait for that they to come..eventhough it just how many hours to tomorrow and another 1.5 days to saturday...
lol only the worst thing i scared is...i will surely be very damn tired...cause on that day itself i and my cousins will be the one who serve the food to the guests as it is not a buffet where they can take by theirself...just hope that i got more strength on that day...pray for me and my cousins....

p/s i really2 hope it will not rain for tomorrow and the day after...and everything run smoothly..ameen!

feeling cold

2007-07-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

good evening!
current mood:feeling cold *got flu*

well...today i was supposed to meet yuki and her mom at geylang around 10.30 am to accompany them buying yuki clothes for kak nana's wedding ceremony..but too bad i cant follow them due to my sickening flu....then suddenly..ainunl called me and asked me to accompany her to marine parade..at first i thought it was ok if i just follow her there...after a while i started to have a sudden headache and feel really cold...thus,i told ainunl i couldnt accompany her,im really2 sorry ainunl......and so i go to sleep like for how many hours...

hmm...lately yuka message me and told me that she really miss her *sofa* which is mine..lol!actually during her stay in my house...she only slept on my sofa in my bedroom...she said that my sofa was really comfy...oh ok...i was like???my bed is much more comfy....lol!
and you know what she always sleep late night and asked me to played stress card with her...and ofcourse i must entertained her with what she's happy with...and so i slept around 4a.m...
well..what i can said about yuka is...she's a revengeful kid ,naughty girl,like to disturb people especially my younger brother and happy go lucky...anyways i'm glad that she said she's stress free during her stays in my house....maybe she's kind of stress living with her family...ok thats what she told me...but i really hope that yuka and yuki will lead a better life in future....and happy with what they have...

ok intan get well soon!!

shiok sendiri

2007-07-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

good evening!
today's mood:'shiok sendiri'

its raining and drizzling!!again...i love the rain so much!
well...yasterday i was like a little kiddo..playing balloons and stress card...lol!this is all because of my friend yuka...hahaha...well her real name is yumi okoshi and she's going 15 this year.....and yup..i have to take good care of her for four days...her mom had entrust me to take care of her...she has a mix blood of thai and japanese..she's not a resident of singapore but she grew up in singapore with her sister yuki and her mom..while her dad has his own company in thailand...since her sister yuki had finished her school..she had to follow her mom to thailand due to her expiry visa and come back in four days time...

well i got to know them through my aunty since she was 4 years old...my aunt(bonda) took care of both of them for many months....and thats why she's now kind of understand about our religion...lol i'm glad that she felt comfortable living with us after so many years we havent met...many things that happening to her she's like telling everything to me.....eventhough she's a freethinker..many times she have a thought of converting into a muslim...

ok lah to be continued...

juices???

2007-07-17T02:10:00.000+08:00

continue.....

hahaha...guess why i'm laughing????lol...i have no idea...i think its because of the word juice...

haha...all this while i thought all juices are from fruits and vegies...but i guess i was wrong...

the proof is...there is this restaurant in shanghai which actually had a menu that stated under their juices they had pepsi-cola juice and also seven-up juice....

well i found it from edison's blog.... he's the one who have seen the menu...

you know what...i also wonder what fruits they use to make these....

but never mind we'll see...

its a new thing to me...

wedding??

2007-07-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

good morning i should said...cause its already past 12am

well its been quite sometime since i'm blogging...the reason was..i could not enter my blogger when i'm using my computer...so nuisance!!

ok...first of all,i would like to congrats my cousin's from my dad side,kak fidzah for the successful wedding alhamdulillah everything runs pretty smoothly..and ofcourse the bride's itself is damn gorgeous...and well i really love the date when the event took place..it was on 070707...right after my birthday which was on 060707...and yar it was also my brother's birthday on 070707...isnt it cool...

well we really had a great fun on that day....it was the time when our family bond can become more tighten when we are together..the time we spent together during the wedding and before the wedding day itself...theres so much joys when we are together...

lol i really love july so much!!

now...i'm kind of stress searching for my outfit for my other cousin's from my mom side,kak nana wedding which is on 28 july...ok intan continue looking for the dress...cant wait for the day to come..we surely be having a lots of fun...and as usual our family is incomplete again without awul and her siblings and also firdaus with us......i'm wondering how are they doing right now...but alhamdulillah i just get intouch with firdaus...and he's doing great except her grandma didnt allow him to come to singapore for the time being...for some reasons...about awul and siblings...well sadly i cant get intouch with them...i dont know why...anyway i pray to Allah that may the wedding run smoothly...praise to Allah..

p/s may EVERYTHING RUN SMOOTHLY

my face?

2007-06-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

hola!!

lol!below pictures is about my celebrity looks a like...
well ainunl was the one who reccomended me this thing...and i got stucked by it..
woo..and i think this is freaking mad to compare my face with the celebrities..however..i still wanted to see my celebrity looks alike and here it is...

lol!i'm shocked yet excited that most of my looks alike celebrity is from japan..but this is just a childish and impossible things..how can a malay girl like me can have a japanese look...nonetheless a caucasion look...but i guess maybe some part of my face looks like them...

ok whatever it is..this is just a fictional things...lol..you can try it too...cause it's quite interesting...

p/s..hopefully i am one of the good looking girl like the celebrities..lol!

my celebs looks alike??

2007-06-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

my adorable yazmin

2007-06-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

hola!

welcome home intan...haha..miss my home so much especially my computer...lol it's been almost a week i'm at my aunt's house to keep an eye on my little niece..well..i was given this responsible to looked out for my aunt's granddaughter while she's away...i'm glad that she trusted me to be able to take care of her granddaughter...since her mother and father is working...i was like taking care of my little niece for almost 12 hours...bathed her,fed rice and milk for her and do almost everything for her...lol..now i knew how tiring to be a mother...nonetheless if her child is a super hyperactive like my little niece....

however...with her bubbly cute little face...i still can withstand the tiring moments and continue taking good care of her...lol really love her so much...

well...the funniest thing and stupidest thing ever was...when i brought my little niece out to causeway point with my mom without bringing anything except her milk and small towel with her pram...and you guess what....lol when i was carrying her at the banquet in causeway point...suddenly i felt a warm water pouring on my hand..and you know what..she was actually peeing without my realisation...arg!!i felt like shouting...but i dont want people to notice it and so i quickly wash my hand...and yup her pampers was heavily full with her urine..while i didnt bring any of her cloths and pampers to change since i thought we would be back soon...and so i just cover her pant with her small towel and put her in the pram..then my mom wanted to buy a dress for the wedding ceremony cause it's cheap and so i sat somewhere in the mall with my niece in the pram..and thus she fall asleep after i gave her the milk..gosh!!what a day...should learn the lesson by now....ok then until here..

p/s..well i really hope to be able to take care of my adorable little niece again!!ya^hu

aja aja fighting!!!

psk

2007-06-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

at last!!!

moon...haha now i know how to put in a song in my blog..

but mine is different than yours...

well...bloggy!!

i have been pretty great this days...because my ****** have come...so i dont have to worried anymore...ALHAMDULILLAH!...HOPE this thing will regularly be in process...

ok last friday was the opening of the PSK competition...and as usual..i was there as a supporter only...i wonder when can i have the courage and confident to be in the fighting fields...All this while...i've been watching my sisters and brother competed in the field...except myself....well i need to overcome this...i really want to play a part in the competition...Because i really love silat so much!!

Thus,i had promised myself that i can only join silat back after i lose a lot of kgs...and it has been 3 years since i stop silat after more than 10 years i'd trained...

lol i really need to lose weight....and it is a MUST! :(

i want to achieve this goal...i really want to!!!

if my siblings can do it,so do i...

oh ALLAH help me!!

by the way...alhamdulillah,both my sisters won a gold medal in artistic category...well they surely do our group(TAPAK SUCI MUHAMMADIYAH) proud...well i'm proud of you guys..:)

so far our group have won 3 golds for senior artistics..Alhamdulillah!

and now all i hope is that this competition will be fairly judge...

because a lot of things is happening during this competition...only Allah knows!

ok until here..got to sleep now...because tomorrow morning i need to take care of my sweet adorable and belove niece ya^hu!:) cant wait for tomorrow!!

p/s.. well pray for me for my success in future!

aja!intan....fightto.....oh!

how to achieve happiness

2007-06-08T11:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS AND HOW TO ACHIEVE IT

Let Al-Qur'an guide us towards real happiness

There was a young couple who led a very happy life together. The only thing that they worried about was, whether their happiness would last forever or would they too would have to face problems. One day, they heard that a wise old man had come to town; he could solve all kinds of problems and guide people. So the couple decided to visit the wise old man and tell him their source of worry. The wise old man told them; "Travel around the world and seek a man and a woman who are perfectly happy as a couple. When you find such a couple, ask them for a piece of cloth from the man's shirt, then keep that piece of cloth with you, and you always remain happy."

The young couple began their journey, to find the happiest couple in their world. In one place they heard that the governor and his wife were the happiest people, so they went to their palace and asked them, "Are you the happiest couple?" The governor and his wife replied, "Yes, we are happy in every way except for one thing; we do not have any children." Well that didn't make the governor and his wife the happiest couple. So they continued their journey. They arrived in one city where they had heard that the happiest couple lived. They went to their house and asked them, "Are you the happiest couple?" The couple replied, "Yes, we are really happy in every way except that we have too many children which make our life a bit uncomfortable." No, this couple did not sound to be the happiest. And, so they continued their journey. They visited many countries, cities, towns and villages asking the same question but they did not find what they were looking for.

One Day the young couple came across a shepherd in the desert. The shepherd was grazing his sheep when his wife and child came along. The shepherd greeted his wife and gently patted the child she was carrying. She laid the mat and started to eat contentedly. The young couple came to them and asked them, "Are you the happiest couple?" The shepherd and his wife replied, "Nobody is unhappier than the king." The young couple immediately realized that they were the happiest couple and asked them for a piece of the shepherd's shirt, so that their happiness too would last throughout. The shepherd said, "If I give you a piece of cloth from my shirt then I will be left without any clothes since I own just one shirt."

The young couple at once understood that it is very difficult to find perfect happiness anywhere in the world. The couple decided to return to their own country. They went to the wise old man and related all that had taken place. They also complained that his guidance was difficult to abide by. The wise old man laughed and said, "Was your journey useless or did you learn something from it?"

The young man replied, "Yes, after this trip I have learnt that in this world, nobody is perfectly happy, only that person is happy who does everything to please God." Holy Quran says: "And whosever follows My (Allah's) guidance, on them shall be no fear nor shall they grieve". (2:38)

The wife said, "I have learnt that in order to be happy it is important to remember two things; first, all human beings should be thankful and contented with whatever they have." Holy Quran says: "And your Lord declared publicly: if you are grateful, I will add more favours unto you".

"And secondly, for ultimate happiness one must always practice patience." Holy Quran says: "Seek help through patient perseverance and prayers". (2:45)

After that, young couple thanked the wise old man for his guidance and returned home. The wise man prayed for them and said, "Indeed the sign of happiness is in their heart and they have good manners and if the lifetime is spent in pleasure of God there would be no differences in the existence of mankind." Holy Quran says: "Whosoever follows My (Allah's) guidance, will not loose his way nor fall into misery. But whosoever turns away from My message, verily for him is a miserable life". (20:123-124).

mama,i love u so much!

2007-05-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

IN ISLAM EVERY DAY IS MOTHER'S DAY

One day a man came to see the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him. It seemed that he was trying to solve something but couldn't quite work it out. So he asked the Prophet. ''Tell me, O Prophet!'' I have many relatives and many friends whom I love, and whom I wish to care for and help. But I often find it difficult to decide which of them has the greatest claim upon me? Which of them should come first?'' The Prophet replied immediately, ''Your mother should come first and before all others.''

The man was very pleased to have this clear guidance from the Prophet. But of course there were all his other relatives and his friends, so he asked ''and after my mother, who has the greatest claim upon me?'' The Prophet's reply this second time surprised him. ''Your mother!'' he said again.

The man wondered why the Prophet was repeating himself. Perhaps he had not spoken clearly, the man thought, so he asked the question again, ''What I want to know is, after my mother, who has the greatest claim upon me? Again the Prophet said ''your mother!''

Your mother, your mother, your mother!

The Prophet had now said it three times. Slowly, the man realized why he had done so. ''The Prophet means that my mother is extremely important, so much so that my duty to her must be stressed over and over again. Even so, the man's thoughts ran on, ''what about all the others I love and wish to care for?'' Still uncertain and wanting to know more, he once again turned to the Prophet and said, ''and after my mother, who comes after her? Is there anyone besides her?'' The Prophet then replied ''after your mother, your father.'' ''And then?'' asked the man. ''Then people who are nearest to you,'' said the Prophet. Allah's peace and blessings be upon the Prophet.

love the rain!

2007-05-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

RAINING SIGHT FROM MY WINDOW..........

Rain...Rain.....RAIN!!!!

I love the rain!

I love the smell of rain!

I love the sight of rain!

I love the sound of rain!

Rain on the green grass,

And rain on the tree,

And rain on the house top,

But not on me! sob'sob'

Well...rain help me reminisce my past...happy and sad memmory...it will eventually flash back to me....everytime it rain,i feel like crying...however,the tears that i'm crying for is the tears of the happiness and the sadness moments...

Although some people said that rain will cause sickness to us,i still feel like standing in a middle of the vaguely and lonely land,which rain falls heavily and hence showering at me like it would never stop..lol...but thinking of it....i couldnt actually do it in public as i dont like people to notice the craziness of me..haha...

Thus,once in a while...i would like to try it..hmm..but when?? well are this consider as a risktaker?

Like people will think that you have not taking a bath for like a month..considering it as an embarrassing moment...wow~

ok then...until here...

rain's fan!

body splash

2007-05-21T14:45:00.000+08:00

oh yar!

forgot to thank my good cousin,kak faizah for buying for me my "pure seduction" body splash by victoria's secret...

well she actually order for me through online...cause singapore didnt sell victoria's secret things..

so have to order from US...

hmm...actually its not really expensive,it just cost me for only $18 and really worth it...cause i really love the smell...and yar..i have tried "love spell" and i also love the smell...

hence,for people who love perfumes,you can try victoria's secret body splash...you will defenitely love the smell...

aja!

syamimi's sons

2007-05-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

me and hamza and syifa!

us again!

me and hamza!

mimi's newborn baby!

hey there...

syamimi!!congrats yar for your newborn baby boy!!

wow!!you already have two sons at your age right now which is 20 years old...going 21 aite this coming july...hope you will always live happily and blissfully with your belove family...

lol!really miss mimi's son,hamza so much...the last time i saw him when i went to visit mimi at eastshore hospital around late april or early may....he's soooo heavy yet cuteeee and handsome..

hmm ok...must visit mimi and her sons soon with syifa around this days....well need to buy a gift for mimi's newborn baby...what should i give him huhh??hmm let me see..??hah should discuss it first with syifa...

haha ok....i'm really envious at mimi for having two sons at her age...well it's not easy taking care of a child...actually i cant imagine how mimi(who used to sat with me in the same class during secondary 1 and 2...and sometime like to rely on me on certain matters)take really great care for her sons...salute her man!!!hope you will continue taking good care of your sons and family and i know you will...because i really know the real you...

aja intan!

moments to remeber

2007-05-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

hey there....

well...the moments to remember...

hmm..i really2 miss shinhwa,kinki kids and all the johnny's junior so much....used to get addicted with them...thier voices,their dances,their performances and their personalities..how are they??what are their latest and upcoming news???

haha...its kinda weird...you know what..i really2 miss my school days..really miss my school,my teachers,my friends and all my juniors and seniors...hopefully they doing great right now..

duh...i really want to take languages course...like chinese,japanese,korean and arabic...i'm thinking of going to tampines east cc to check it out...does anyone know where other places i can learn besides cc...and the price must be reasonably cheap...lol coz i cant afford the expensive lessons..

arg! i want to go to malaysia!should ask kak D and izy to accompany me to KL when they free...

i'm dead bored...
really want to go out with hid,moon o,mun k and ainunl...i'm indeed miss them so much....i miss sholeha,shikin,syaraf,haslinda and ofcourse my adorable friend hazwani..lol i really miss all my classmates in Arabiah...
hope to see you guys again very soon...

Three sister

2007-05-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

We are three sisters

Three sisters are we

I love each of you,

And I know you love me

We’re not always together,

Life sometimes keeps us apart.

But we're never separated

We’re in each other's heart

Now I know we've had our troubles,

But we always get thru.

The real message is you love me,

And I also love you.

We have had lots of good times

That we'll never forget

Sometimes we worry

And sometimes we fret

But if God ever gave me

Something special you see,

It might have been the blessing of,

Three sisters are we.

The Lord above has gave me lots Of happiness and glee

But the most special thing he did was

Make us sisters, all three.

~Allahu akbar~

~Allah is the greatest~

lol!!yup altho we sometimes fought but deep down we act care n luv each other..

hope so..n dis is wat i think..but i'm not sure urs..??

the journey of life

2007-05-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

The journey of life begun

That fateful day I was born

My eyes opened up blissfully to the sun

My soul, heart and brain emerged as one

Behold my journey had begun!

This little child in time has grown

Yes! Time has flown, time has flown

A lot has been learnt on my very own

Life has been a mystifying journey

With tears and laughter

With hate and love

With stupidity and wisdom

With enemies and friends

But even in my journey of frustration

I have found a means of celebration

In my toilsome exploration to my fateful destination

Tick tock, the clock goes on
Minute by minute, then hourly

Month by month then yearly

Tick tock, and in my journey

I have searched, questioned and answered

Whilst walking painfully along many paths

Sometimes requesting protection

Seeking from above immunization

When hit by obstacles in locations

But I am still on this journey

Shaking hands with the sad and merry

My passion for life which was once raw

Is now confined within the Almighty’s law

For life's journey itself never ends

Once you have reached the end of each road

Uplifting off your entire cloggy load

Be it in a hot summer or a winter’s cold

Behold! A new journey will unfold

emotional day

2007-05-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

ermmm...hey!

well today is ma emo day....

keep thinking of ma belove cuzin 'awul' nickname...

AWUL!!!i'm wondering y u do dis to us.....wat makes u apart or distant urself from us...did we do something wrong to u.???its been almost 4 yrs ur not contact us or even visits us....even 'ibu' n de rest of our aunts including ma mom disappointed wif u coz u noe dat all of us really2 love u n ur siblings so much!...altho ur late mother i.e ma aunt is not ard anymore i.e we're not related anymore wif ur father doesnt mean dat u n ur siblings are not related anymore to us...coz blood is thicker than water...which mean we're still related...after u move back to ur hometown i.e at kelantan...i was like noooooooo!!!u cant be seperated from us anymore...

coz last time it was really difficult to see u in singapore coz ur a malaysian...n ur late mother had to follow ur dad's rite...but when ur late mom said dat she's going to sch u here when u turn 11 yrs old...i was very2 happy n like jumping all over...

n yar we were in de same sch for 3 yrs....i was so happy dat i had a chance to go to sch n go back from sch wif u...its like alhamdulillah awul is here wif us...n together our family unite..

however after ur dad remarry,u've to continue ur studies back at kelantan...oh no!awul y u've to go aprt from us so soon...sob'sob'...

all i hope dat time was...plz.....awul dun lost touch wif us....

but now!i'm totally disappointed wif u...even ma aunts dunno ur new add after u moved to KL...AWUL!!!AWUL!!AWUL!!!

i feel like hating u n scolding u..but at de same time i wanna noe how u doing n how ur siblings doing???r u guys fine n healthy?r u guys still miss me n all ur cuzins here??how's ur studies??

n wat i noe was dat u all r really2 an intelligent kids....but plz n plz...make use of ur intelligent to contact us again...plz!

well awul!!!even ur not here wif us anymore..i always remember ur b'day wic is today...

i wanna wic u a HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!may Allah bless u n protect u always..n yar ur always be in ma heart!

hope to see u again....

sarang haeyo!!aja!intan!

cfc thingy

2007-05-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy!!

wuuuhu!!ive been pretty happy lately yet lonely...duh~
u noe wat yasterday i went to cfc alone..den.....as usual he's dere again talking to me like for abt an hour...lol!!he's really a kind man!

lots of advice i get from him...hope its really going to work dis time...
i mean de cfc thingy...

well i'm not going to cfc today...coz ma lip is in really bad shape...haha thanx to ma little bro...he knocked ma lips wif his super hard head!arg!tho its not bleeding,but ders a big bend of red circle stained on top of ma below lip.....really pains me....

lol!!really hope to see him again tomorrow...so i will not feel that boring when im there..

well moon!!i've updated ma blogs..thanx for the reminder...
oh yar i really need ur help...i want u to change ma blogs song.....onegai! dis song is actually in korean language but they changed it into a malay....if u watch kdrama full house,u will noe dis song...its a sad yet romantic song...love it so much since de first time i listen to it last 2yrs i think...

n moon dis song is not wat u think ok..dun macm2 wif me ok...i'm not dat kinda gal..lol!listen to love song if she's in love...not my type ya...hahahaha!!

so seeya!!
aja! intan!

miss u haz!

2007-04-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

oh yah!!

i really2 miss hazwani so much...last time we used to have dis so called group called F.R.Y.K i.e fuko.recca.yanagi.kaoru.

well fuko is definitely moon

recca is me

yanagi is hidayah

kaoru is hazwani

really miss de days where we hang out together...went to airport..eastpoint...lol have a great time wif u guys!!

well got dis beautiful pic of us which haz drew it!really love her drawing..

really hope to seeya u guys again..n ofcoz ainunl n fairus too...u guys have been a really great fren...so seeya soon!!

2007-04-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy!!

i'm really shocked to myself...u noe wat it's not really me to have a crush on a malay guy who is so much looks like a real malay..coz all dis while i'm only fans of korean,japanese n chinese guy...omg!its really unbelievable..moon i guess u noe who's dat guy is...

i mean like dis "idiotguy" really attracts me alot in many ways he does...

craps i have to stop all dis!

haha ok..for now i have to really2 start saving money...anyway i'm free rite now..not interested in study eventho i really want to...but i've to think plenty of ways how to save money first..besides i'm only part-time teaching at RC..well i'm really2 a lazy brat if u ask me to work rite now...even ma mom said so..well have to start seaching for jobs to reduce ma laziness..so ma mom will stop nagging at me...

well have BEEN to dis C.F.C lately..deres where i meet ma idiotic crush who've make me like him..so embarassing seh!

ok den...juz wish me luck in finding jobs...n if anyone who knows how to save money gimme some advice aite!!i'm really appreciate it...

ja'ne!ganbatte kudasai!

2007-04-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy!!!

u noe wat...there is dis guy said dat some part of ma face looks like in the manga..

lol!!i'm shocked yet happy!

ok dis guy is a japanese n he's an english teacher over there..well i got to know him tru ma elder sis...so he's a fren of kak D...his name is tsukahara if i'm not wrong...hmm..its really nice chatting wif him...

lots of compliment n advice i got from him...thanx tsu!

tsu says:
hi intan
tsu says:
hm you guys have those sharp and clear eyes really
tsu says:
just like in manga
°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: hehe

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: u kidding me rite??

tsu says: what's new?

tsu says: hm no

tsu says: they look kakkoii

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: haha..den thanx!

tsu says: really

tsu says: very welcome

tsu says: are they double eyelid?

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: yup..i guess

tsu says: yeah i can see it

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: kakkoii?

tsu says: kakkoii is cool

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: sokka!

tsu says: un

tsu says: ah you have those sharp eyebrows too tsu says: do you fix them?

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: nope...

tsu says: i mean do you trim...oh

°>JÄÞBLú£z<< *爱人帮帮我. *aja aja fighting!* *Ganbatte!!* *Fightto!* says: un

tsu says: then they are all original and natural

tsu says: yeah your mom is a beautiful woman

tsu says: i think 2 of you took it after her

haha..its really a great compliment for me to said dat ma mom is a beautiful woman...thanx tsu!

ja'ne!

MISS OLD DAYS

2007-03-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

me n ADORABLE YA HU!

moon acompanied me eating..lol

hey bloggy!!

gd afternoon!!

hah!i really miss my old days where i was a kiddo...playing wif cuzs,moon,arwah khalis,awul,farah n lots more...its like u dun need to think of anythingelse n juz play n play...

welll moon...i have dis pic of both of us..n u noe wat...u've been a great company to me since we were kid...haha..thnx alot for being there wif me til now...n u look great since young...while i'm looking big haha as usual up till now..lol...i'm now striving to go on diet...do look out for me aite...

oh my!!i really miss my niece "ya hu" shortform of yazmin humairah...i love her so much...cant wait to see her again...although she's a malay girl but alots of chinese people adore her becoz of her looks..well i reckon people will think dat she's a chinese though..coz she really looks like one...

INTAN GAMBATTE KUDASAI!

2007-03-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

MUSIC INSTRUMENTS NEAR ESPLANADE!

HEY BLOGGY!!

I'D JUZ FINISHED WATCHING SUPER NATURAL...WELL..TONIGHT DE SERIES KINDA BORING...NOT IN DE MOOD TO WATCH LOCAL CHANNEL TODAY...

THUS,MA SIS RECOMMENDED ME DIS JDRAMA AT DAILYMOTION.COM TITLE NODAME CANTABILE...IT'S SOMETHING GOT TO DO WIF MUSIC INSTRUMENTS LIKE PIANO,VIOLIN,DRUM,CLARINET N LOTS MORE...N DIS DRAMA ARE BASED ON MANGA...QUITE INTERESTING

HMM...WELL U NOE I REALLY DREAM OF PLAYING ALL DIS INSTRUMENTS SINCE YOUNG COZ ITS KINDA RELAX..BUT DIS SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE...INSTEAD I TOOK SPORTS LIKE..SWIMMING N SILAT RATHER DEN TAKING UP MUSICS LESSON..

HAHA..BUT I THANX ALLAH FOR LETTING ME BE WAT I AM...COZ SWIMMING N SILAT HAD RATHER MAKE ME A USEFUL PERSON(LIKE HEALTHY)EVENTHOUGH I'M FAT..LOL...

BESIDES I COULD PLAY OTHER DEN DAT LIKE BADMINTON N NETBALL...

N I ALSO SHOULD HAVE THANX MA PARENTS FOR SUPPORTING ME N DE REST UNTIL WE'RE BIG..LOL!MA,PA KEEP SUPPORTING ME,KAK D,IZY,HANIF N HILMAN IN EVERYTHING WE DO...AH!N CAN I TAKE MUSICS LESSON NOW...COZ DIS WILL RELAX ME FOR DE TIME BEING I GUESS..HAHA..ANY INSTRUMENTS WILL DO BUT NOT RECORDER..COZ IT SOUNDS NOISY..

INTAN FIGHTTO!!!OH!

tm wif moon

2007-03-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hey bloggy!

i'm back again!

yasteday went out wif moon to TM ,go shopping n watch movie(THE MESSENGER)...n we bought new clothes...well i rate 3 stars for the movie..okok,,not dat interesting...

hah!i met shikin n fana at ghufran mosque...miss them so much n de rest too...i wish we can have a gathering soon...while most of them are still on holiday...but when n where r we going to do our gathering...what r we going to do???

ermm..well...got nothing to rite anymore...juz wish me luck for the times to come...n i hope to see ma arabian frens soon!!

intan aja aja fighting!!

HEY HEY!

2007-03-19T15:31:00.000+08:00

INTAN THINK POSITIVE

hey bloggy!!

well...sorry for not updating it since i'm feeling down until now.

i'm not sure how to face de world...i'd tried to cheer myself but it wont last long.

i'm cheering myself by going out wif ma frens..go watch movies,window shopping,sight-seeing and so forth..

but i couldnt let out my feelings to ma frens...so i take dis oppurtunity to let go my feelings tru dis blogs...

well bloggy...u noe wat..im really2 stress...stress b'coz i dont noe wat to do now...i really wanna

continue ma studies however dis seems impossible for me...i'm not really into ukhrawi side but to academic side but as u noe wat i couldnt further ma studies to where most of frens are rite now..after i failed ma second attempt in olevel...woa..intan wats wrong wif u ar?

ok ok...bloggy u noe wat..i'm actually a bad daughter...i;m so despicable..coz i always make ma parents worry for me especially ma mom..MAMA I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY MA!PLZ FORGIVE ME!i've make u stress for wat ive said to u de last time...until kak D wake me up from everythings dat i've done...dis is all my faults!i'm always thinking negatively about myself..

now i noe de reason y..coz i've low self-esteem n its not good at all...coz de only things u do is always think negatively...n dis is wat i'd always do...

however after some small chat wif kak D..i'm beginning to think de right way to wat i should do..coz everything dats happening to me always have a valid reasons(hikmah)..

so anything dat im going to do rite now may be a good thing for me n ma family...they told me dat they gonna support me for everything i do as long as it is in a good way...n Allah will aways be there wif u..protect u...n care for u...Oh Allah forgive me for wat i've done to myself n my parents..coz its only u who can forgive me for de sins dat i've done...

MAMA,PAPA SARANG HEYO!KOMAPTA!

EASY VS DIFFICULT

2007-01-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

EASY VS DIFFICULT...

Easy is to get a place is someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.

OH PARADISE!

2007-01-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

I REALLY LUV DIS POEM!!!

Paradise

Whatever we do, we'll pay the price
In the depths of hell or in paradise
For the believer, this life is just like a cage
For the unbeliever, it's the ultimate stage
Little does he know about the awaiting reward
Which is full of luxuries, where no-one gets bored
You'll enter the gate of paradise, if it's in your fate
Your deeds and actions will determine by which gate

No worldly things will you ever miss
On entering the gate, you'll be surrounded by bliss
Four rivers will be granted by the Divine
containing water and milk, honey and wine
People will live in mansions built high
Where they'll live forever, no-one will die
It's bricks will be made of silver and gold

The climate will be perfect, not hot and not cold
A hundred years it will take to circle a tree
Surrounded by loved ones for all eternity
There will be no calls of nature, no-one will sleep
There will be no worries, no one will weep
When people sweat, it will smell of musk
Allah swt will be praised from dawn till dusk

Everyone will be aged 30 or 33
And they'll stay at that age for eternity
The inhabitants will be wearing a beautiful green gown
Sitting on thrones, wearing a crown
People will be happy, there'll be no remorse
To visit others, they'll have a flying horse

Men will have 2 houris as their wives
Who will remain with them for the rest of their lives
On Friday there will be a dinner for people of all races
And a bazaar where people can exchange their faces!
When walking along there'll be many meetings
With prophets and angels, exchanging greetings
Such is the ecstasy that will then prevail
When Allah swt removes His veil

There will be no kings, there will be no peasants
And everyone will see the Divine Allah's presence
There are 100 levels to paradise and we should pray
That Al Firdaus, the highest will be where we stay

Allah swt has showered us with His grace
And we have to be worthy to show our face
Whatever we do ,we'll pay the price
In the depths of hell or in paradise

The Revival The Forgotten Ummah

2007-01-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

Every day I look in the news and hear another Muslim brother has died
I imagine how the Prophets would have uncontrollably cried

There was a time our Ummah stood tall and proud
Not discriminated, accused and sworn at aloud

We were the true followers of Islam
We knew what was Halal and Haram

We would spread our knowledge far and wide
We would learn from our brothers whom we sat beside

Now the time has come where everyone knows best
At the scholars, teachers and preachers we jest

Wisdom, knowlege, love and peace we exchange
Just so we have the money to buy the latest fashion range

Our beliefs, principles, way of life we need to seriously rethink
Before the Ummah is on the verge of collapse, before its right on the brink

Our Lord watches us unseen from high above
Once again we need to spread the words, the words of love

i love july!

2007-01-08T10:53:00.000+08:00

LOL!I LUV JULY!!
JULY=SEXY
outgoing personality.
Takes risks.Feeds on attention.
No self control.
Kind-hearted.
self-confident.
Loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful.
Easy to get along with and talk to.
Has an "everything's peachy" attitude.
Likes talking and singing.
Loves music.
Daydreamer.
Easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted.
BIG imagination.
Loves to be loved.
Hates studying.
In need of "that someone".
Longs for freedom.
Rebellious when withheld or restricted.
Lives by "no pain no gain".
Caring.Always a suspect.
Playful.Mysterious.
"Charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
Stubborn.Curious.Independent.
Strong willed.
A fighter.

HOLIDAY TRIP

2006-12-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE DRAGON BOAT RACE IN PENANG

PENANG BRIDGE

GREENRY

PENANG HERE I COME

GOODBYE PENANG!!

WELL HAVE A LOTS OF FUN THERE...ON DE JOURNEY IN EVERY STOPPING UNTILL WE REACH TO DE DESTINATION...
LOL PENANG BRIDGE...HAHA I'M TOO EXCITED TO SEE THE LONGEST BRIDGE IN M'SIA...

HMM...WE STAYED AT HYDRO MAJESTIC HOTEL...ITS NOT THAT HIGH CLASS N I TOT I REGRET IT COMING ALL THE WAY FROM SG...
SUDDENLY U NOE WAT...I MET ALOT OF HANSOME JAPANESE LADS THERE...THEY WERE LIKE IN DE SAME AGE AS ME...THEY ARE SO COOL N CUTE......HAH THEY STAYED IN THE SAME HOTEL AS ME...N DIS TURNS TOB E MY MY HAPPIEST MOMMENT...
LOL CUT DE CRAPS!!
WELL WE WENT FOR SHOPPINGS ONLY N I BOUGHT A LOT OF SHIRTS..LUV IT...
WE ALSO WATCHED DRAGON BOAT RACE,WHICH MY CUZIE N HIS DAD PLAYS A PART..
ITS A HELL LOTS OF FUN...

AFTER 2DAYS 1 NIGHT IN PENANG...WE STRAIGHT AWAY WENT TO KL..AND STAY ONE NIGHT DER...N DE NEXT MORNING WE WENT TO TIMES SQUARE PLAYED THE THEME PARK THERE...it's pretty good...

WELL THATS ABOUT IT...I JUZ WISH THAT WE COULD GO HOLIDAY TRIP AGAIN NEXT YEAR...
N I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL THE MUSLIMS SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHAH!

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF..

IS MARRIAGE CONSIDERED AS ONCE IN THE LIFE TIME??

2006-12-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

SWEET COUPLE!KAK FIZAH N ABG HISHAM

HEHE..NICE OUTFIT ISNT IT..?

MY LOVELY CUZIN'S

MARRIED COUPLE

MARRIAGE!!

well,basically some people thought that marriage is like once in the life time..and some said nope...
LOL!
WHY ISIT SOME PEOPLE DIVORCE AFTER THEY MARRIED?AND WHY ISIT SOME COUPLES CAN LIVE TOGETHER FOREVER??
WHY IS DIS HAPPENINGS IN DIS WORLD??
WAT IS OUR MISTAKES??
WELL FOR THOSE WHO MARRIED TWICE CANT BE CONSIDERD AS ONCE IN THE LIFE TIME ISNT IT??COZ...THEY MARRIED AGAIN AND DIS CONSIDERED AS TWICE IN THE LIFE TIME OR MORE...AND DIS SOUNDS PRETTY AWEFUL...
HOWEVER...SOME OF THEM HAVE THEIR OWN VALID REASONS FOR MARRY TWICE IN THE LIFE TIME OR MORE..

HAHA...CUT DE CRAPS INTAN!!!

OK WELL TODAY IS MY CUZIN,KAK FIZAH'S WEDDINGS DAY...WOW!SHE LOOKS GORGEOUS N SO BEAUTIFUL..TIMES FLY SO FAST...RELATIVES MARRIED AFTER ONE ANOTHER...N DEN MY SIS,AND THEN ME..HAHA..AS IF...
OK...TO BE HONEST I DUN REALLY FELT THAT TIRED DURING THE EVENTS..COZ I DIDNT DO MUCH AS I GOT STOMACH ACHE...SO I GOT EXCUSED..ALHAMDULILLAH DE EVENT RUNS PRETTY SMOOTHLY WIF THE HELP OF ALLAH...
BUT I RECKON MY MOM N ALL MY AUNTS MUST BE VERY2 TIRED...
THEY HAVE TO ENTERTAINED GUESSES N MANY MORE UNTILL THEY DUN HAVE TIME TO TAKE THEIR LUNCH..PITY THEM...

OK THATS ABOUT IT..LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I REALLY HOPE THAT KAK FIZAH WILL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITH HER BELOVE HUSBAND,ABG HISHAM...MAY ALLAH BLESS U!
THERE'S SOME WEDDING PIX..

Mario& - Never say goodbye (마이걸 O.S.T)

2006-11-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

Mario& - Never say goodbye (마이걸 O.S.T)

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yeah!!FOUND IT AT LAST!! I LIKE DIS SONG...

Never say good bye nesty&mario
Yea, whats going on 2006, mario and nasty brand new classic Ride with us, its about two guys and hot girls Yo keep it up keep it up two step with me, come on!Lets do it do it do it like this1,2 baby clap ur hands Everybody lets go ha ha ha ha I want yall ladies clap again Let me hear u say wut wut It's my story The ghetto Never say goodbye so get up[**] if you go away you will see me cry Don't you let me go Baby don't you let me down Don't you let me go Baby don't you let me down You never say good bye Don't you let me go Baby don't you let me down And we the best aint no need to stress Mario and nasty aint no need to impress Yo! Call it a fling or a love thing I don't care I can handle any Drama that you bring With out u im better No one could do it better Hello cute nasty best mc Mario right tight errnight that's right I am still in love with you hey I'm still in love with you hey Let me hear you say hey hey hey Yo check it Only u only u Baby 1,2,3,4 I got the mic check**(one more time now) You never say good bye (come on come on) (wana ride with the homie right) (Wana get right then get high ) (ride with me ill ride with you) (you go down on me ill go down on you) (yeah-) (just me and you come on) (One more time now) Don't you let me go (Say what) Don't you let me down (One more time now) 1,2 baby clap ur hands Everybody lets go ha ha ha ha I want yall ladies clap again Let me hear u say hey hey hey Ill logic real toxic switch quicker than tiptonic Hetero sexual the kids flow is incredible yea

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ME AND SOLS..!

2006-11-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

DYED COLOUR OF BLUE N RED HAIRS..

DUH..
LAST MIN I CANCEL MY DATE WIF MA SIS..INSTEAD I WENT OUT WIF SOLS..
ACTUALLY MY SIS ASK ME TO FOLLOW HER TO ORCHARD TO GET A FREE STARBUCKS DRINKS..COZ HER FREN WORK THERE..BUT WHEN WE ABOUT TO GO OUT,HER FREN CALLED HER AND TOLD HER THAT HE'S GOING BACK HOME...ARG!!WAT A MISSED!!

SO I WAS LIKE...WELL KAK DIAN..DUN BOTHER TO GO THERE AR TODAY..I FELT LIKE GOING SOMEWHERE NEAR..DEN SHE SAIDTO ME..."HMM OK INTAN COULD U FOLLOW ME TO THE CLINIC???"..HUH??I WAS LIKE OK WAT FOR??UR NOT SICK OK??DEN SHE SAID.."NAH..I JUZ WANNA CHECK WATS WRONG WIF MY PREVIOUS SICKNESS"...OH OKK..HMM..DUH!SO I TOLD HER RELAX ONE CORNER OK...HAHA..SHE GOT PISSED OF FROM ME HAHA..AT LAST SHE WHEN TO THE CLINIC WIF MY MOM...I'M SORRY SIS..

OK..SINCE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN FOLLOWING HER TODAY..I CHAT N CALLED UP MY FREN,SOLS..I WAS LIKE..OK SOLS..DAH DIAP??...SHE SAID"..HUH??WAT R U TALKING ABOUT??U DIDNT TELL ME U CONFIRM GOING OUT TOGETHER TODAY...HAHA U KIDDING ME RITE??"...I SAID..NOPEEEE...IF U DUN BELIEVE ME...U CAN ASK MY MOM THAT I'M READY ALREADY...SHE WAS LIKE HUH?OK..U WANNA CATCH A MOVIE RITE??YAR I SAID...HMM..OK WAT MOVIR EH WE WANNA WATCH??AH!I SAID THE COVENANT!YAR..YAR..SOLS SAID"YAR I WANNA WATCH THAT.."OK LETS CATCH THE MOVIE AT 4.30PM..OK OK..SOLS SAID"OK INTAN,I WANNA GET READY NOW...MEET ME AT TAMP INT ARD 4.20 PM OK.."WELL OK...
SINCE MY HOUSE IS NEARER I CAME EARLIER DEN HER..WE WAS LIKE 15 MINS LATE..BUT NEVA MIND...WOA!!I REALLY LIKE THE MOVIE..U NOE WAT..I REALLY LIKE THE GUYS IN THE MOVIE..THEY ARE ALL DAMN HOTSSSS!!HOW I WISH DERES SOMEONE DAT I LIKE IS LIKE THEM..HAHA..CUT THE CRAPS INTAN..

OK AFTER THAT..ME N SOLS..WENT WINDOW SHOPPING..DEN SUDDENLY WE STOP AT LEMON TEA SHOP..WE WAS LIKE..ARG SOLS!!I WANNA BUY THAT EARRINGS...I WANNA BUY THAT HP KEYCHAIN..AARH!!SUPPRISINGLY U NOE WAT WE BOUGHT AT LAST??..IT'S A DYED COLOURED HAIR..PRETTY COOL..SO WE BOUGHT IT LIKE HUH??WATEVA..DUN CARE...I BOUGHT 2 PIECES..BLUE N RED..WHILE SOLS BOUGHT 2 GREEN PIECES..HEHE...I WAS LIKE OK SOLS CANT WAIT TO PUT IT ON ...DUH!

HMM OK LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I ENJOYED TODAY'S OUTING WIF MA BUDDY,SOLS!U NOE WAT SHE'S A GREAT FREN EVA!!HOPE OUR FRENSHIP CAN LAST FOREVER AITE!!DUN FORGET ME SOLS!N I WILL DEFINITELY NOT FORGETTING U ALWAYS...HAVE A NICE DAY BUDDY!!

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF...

SHOPPINGGG!!!

2006-11-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

MY NEW SHADE SPECS..

MY NEW SLING BAG...

MY SHORT SLEEVES CARDIGEN...

HEY BLOGGYY!!

HAHA...

"SHOPPING"!!IT IS THE THING THAT CANT ESCAPE FROM ME...WOA!!!
WELL...JUZ NOW I WENT TO MARINA SQUARE WIF MY MOM N SIBS..COZ MY BRO'S HILMAN WANTED SO MUCH TO GO THERE SINCE IT IS HIS B'DAY..FURTHERMORE I ALSO WANTED SO MUCH TO GO SHOPPING...YEAH!!

U NOE WAT HAHA I BOUGHT A NEW SHADED SPECS THO I'VE PLENTY OF IT..HAHA WAT TO DO..I REALLY LIKE SHADES SPECS..BESIDES THAT, I ALSO BOUGHT A NEW SLING BAG N SHORT SLEEVES CARDIGEN(IS DIS DE CORRECT SPELLS?) JUZ FOR FUN...I REALLY LIKE DE BAG...HOWEVER FOR DE CARDIGEN IS LIKE A STUPID OF ME TO BOUGHT THAT...ACT I DUN WANNA BUY IT COZ ITS A SHORT SLEEVES..BUT I DO LIKE DE DESIGN N THE TEXTURE..SO COOL..HEHE..

HMM..NEVERTHELESS,WE HAD OUR DINNER SOMEWHERE IN MARINA SQUARE FOODCOURT..WELL I RECKON U GUYS WILL LIKES DE FOODS THAT WE HAD..
ITS A SET OF GRILLED CHICKEN WIF THE RICE...VERY TASTY...YUMMY2!

WELL LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I REALLY ENJOYED TODAY...BUT I REALLY HOPE TO SHOP MORE...COZ THERES MANY THINGS THAT I WANNA BUY THO I DUN HAVE MONEY...OK INTAN U SHOULD START WORKING AGAIN NOW...SO U CAN GO TO HONG KONG DISNEYLAND NEXT YR AND GO SHOPPINGSSS...YIPPEEE!!!

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF..

FAMILY OUTING!!!

2006-11-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

MY MOM...PLAYING IN DE ARCADE..

HEY BLOGGYYY!!

WELL TODAY MY FAMILY AND I WENT TO TAMPINES MALL....JUZ AWHILE AGOO...
ITS PRETTY FUN..U NOE WAT WE ENJOYED PLAYING AT THE ARCADE ESPECIALLY MY MOM..WOW SHE ROX ISNT SHE?..
LOL..ACT DE PUPOSED OF OUR OUTING TODAY IS TO CELEBRATE MY BRO'S ,HILMAN, B'DAY...ACT HIS B'DAY IS TOMORROW,BUT SINCE ALL OF OF US ARE BUSY TOMORROW,WE CELEBRATE IT TODAY...HMM THERE'S NOTHING MUCH..WE JUZ HAD OUR DINNER AT LJS SINCE HILMAN REQUESTED IT..
ABOUT DE CAKES....HMM...I TOT OF OF BUYING FOR HIM TOMORROW...INSYA ALLAH...

OK LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I WANNA WISH MY LITTLE BRO, HILMAN A HAPPY 10H B'DAY!!MAY ALLAH BLESS U ALWAYS..LUV U ALWAYZ!!N MAMA,PAPA SARANG HEYO!!!

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF..

today's outing

2006-11-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

MEE N MA SIS...

ME N FAI....

MEEE AT TM LJS....

on the way back to harbourfront mrt...

FOOD FROM SHIN TOKYO..HMM..SUGOIIIII!!

AGAIN DE INTANIZZZ

YOHA!!!DATS ME!

HAHA US AT VIVOCITY!!

FAIRUS,HID N AUNUNL

ME,MOON N FAIRUZ OUTSIDE SGH CANTEEN

BANANA SPLIT HMM YUMMY2!

DE EMO INTANNNN!!

HEY BLOGGY!!!
WELL..TODAY...EH YASTERDAY COZ 12 AM ALREADY... I'M ENJOYING MY OUTING WIF MA FRENZ...MOON,HID,FAIRUS N SUPPOSELY WIF AINUNL TOO...BUT AS U CAN SEE SHE'S STILL IN THE HOSPITAL SINCE LAST MONTH...I CANT WAIT FOR HER TO GET OUT SO WE CAN GO OUT TOGETHER AGAIN..COZ WITHOUT HER,I FELT LIKE SOMETHING IS MISSING..COZ SHE'S SO NOISY TYPE!!MISS HER SO MUCH.
AND OUR OUTING FOR YASTERDAY WAS VISITING AINUNL FIRST THEN WE WHEN TO VIVOCITY...WELL THERE'S NOTHING MUCH OVER THERE ONLY BECOZ OF ITS BIGGEST SHOPPING MALL EVER...OK WE WAS LIKE AN IDIOT OVER THERE COZ WE DIDNT PLAN WHAT R WE GONNA DO OVER THERE...IT WAS LIKE OK..FAIRUS HE WANTED SO MUCH TO WATCH MOVIE AT VIVOCITY WHILE OTHERS DUN WANT...SO AT LAST WE WERE JUST FINISHING OUR TIME EATING JAPANESE FOOD AT BANQUET...

HOWEVER BEFORE WE GOING BACK HOME WE WENT TO TAMPINESE MALL PLAYING ARCADE...I REALLY ENJOYING IT...COZ ARCADE IS LIKE MY FAV PASTIMES..WE PLAYED DAYTONA AND DIS GAME I'M NOT WAT IT IS CALLED...IT'S SO KECOHRABLE..HAHA!!!

OK LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I WANT TO THANK MY FRENZ FOR MAKING MA LIFE HAPPY AND ENJOYABLE...THE JOYS THAT U GIVE ME IS LIKE A HABIT...SO I HOPE WE WILL CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THIS FOREVER AITE...AND TO MA FRENS I HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT TOO...EVENTHOUGH THERE ARE SOME MISUNDERSTANDING DURING OUR OUTING...THUS I HOPE WE CAN FORGIVE AND FORGET ABOUT THE BAD MEMMORY THAT WE HAVE AND KEEP THE GOOD MEMMORY THAT WE SHARE ....

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF

HARI RAYA 2006!!

2006-11-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

WELL....

I GUESS DIS IS DE TIME FOR ME TO REGULARLY UPDATING MA BLOG...HEHE..

JUZ 10 MINS AGO MY SIS FRENS CAME OVER FOR THE HARI RAYA OUTING...AND DUH!!I HAVE TO HELP UP MY MOM IN DOING DE STUFFFF....WELLL...MY MOM COOKED FOR THEM THE SPECIAL NASI LEMAK EVER WIF FRIED CHICKEN FLOUR..HMMM YUMMY2!!..HEHE...REALLY!!!HAHA U NOE WAT ITS PRETTY CUTIE TO SEE MY SIS FRENZ(DE GUYS) TO WEAR THE UNIFORM..AS IN THE SAME BAJU KURUNG...HOWEVER IT IS SO SWEET OF THEM TO WEAR THAT...

WELL TALKING ABOUT THEIR OUTING...MINE HARI RAYA OUTING WAS LIKE 5 DAYS AGO...WELL THE PURPOSE FOR OUR OUTING IS TO SEE OUR BELOVE AND CONCERN TEACHERS..AND WE ONLY MANAGE TO COVER PART OF IT...BUT THEN....IT FEELS GREAT ABLE TO SEE THEM AGAIN WIF THEIR HAPPY LIFE AS IN FAMILY AND CAREER...AND I FEEL GREAT TO GO OUT WIF MA BELOVE FRENZ...COZ I REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH...THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER BACK THEN IN DE SCH...

HAHA...THERES SOME HARI RAYA PICS FOR MY FRENS TO SEE....IS LIKE...HMM..OK...WATEVE...VERY NICE TO SEE THEM SMILING!!!

OK LAST BUT NOT LEAST...I HOPE MY FENZ AND I HAVE A GREAT LIFE,FAMILY AND CARREER IN THE FUTURE..INSYAALLAH...

JAPBLUEZ SIGNING OFF

HAVING A GREAT TIME!

2006-11-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

HAVING A GREAT TIME AT SAKURA...
HAVING A GREAT FOODS....
HAVING A GREAT FRENS TO SHARE DE JOYS...

konnichiwa!!

2006-11-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

hey bloggy!!

sorry havent been updating since quite a long time...as usual busy with ma reasonable or unreasonable stuff...another one more paper for ma olevel papers...and dats it...juz pray to get a better grades den last time and i hope dis gonna be ma last time taking my o's....
life have been pretty good and bad...
heez!de goods one are having a good new frenz...while de bads one are...working at somewhere in de airport...and its damp tired n sickening....

haha well stop it with ma craps...
lol basically dis yr i'm retaking my o's...n i've been attending nite classes at ite simei and unity secs since early dis yr until early november...haha i couldnt denied that hows different life is in sch back den and ma nite class sch....the difference is so much...well in my nite class its only one subject onedayand one time....so..its pretty hard coping with it..as i think dat i need more coaching in ma studies..heez...but dats ok..i'm fine with it...i hope i cAN pass my o's dis time....
hey frenz out there...pray for me aite!!!

hmm...btw...can somebody help with ma blogs...i dunno how to put it back all ma links...i think i'd lose ma links already...help me yar...

ok last but not least...hehe i try to update my blog as often as i can...depends on ma free time...feel free to tag me aite...

japbluez signing off

hey ma blogggggg!!!

2005-12-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

arrrrg!!!i miss updating ma blog...de last time i updated ma blog is in june...
i'm busy wif ma major exam and sum other stuffs..n now i'm busy wif ma job at sats inflight catering 1...very tired man!!!eventhough i get low pay in dis job...i juz wanna experience de
feelings of working in different environment while waiting for ma result...
i can see a lot of old people working der....
i think its de best job dat they can get....i actually pity dis one auntie...she had to wrk very hard to pay for her daily dialysis...i donts noe how she felt when she work...but it definitely muz be very tough for her...ok lah until here....

yasterday!!

2005-06-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

yea!!atlast!!
wat a relieved man!i feel so excited and happy...i couldnt belived that ma close abg sedara juz got married yasterday on the 11 of june and he's the eldest grandchild from ma mom side...its the first time i went to the R.O.M...its quite exciting as i'm witnessing ma cuzin's marriage...he looks so handsome and manly..while his wife looks pretty gorgeous but a bit tiny...everything run pretty smoothly...from the R.O.M...we all went to the girl's side...they served quite a lot of delicacies and dishes..i was very full and feel like bloated...after having a nice meal at ma cuzin's wife place...we straight away went back home and fetch ma sis to the airport..she'll be leaving us for 3 weeks..coz she's having her silat trial at indonesia..which she will competing at 5 provinces of indonesia which are jakarta,yogja,sulo,bandung and bali..i reckon shes enjoying her life over there...beside that..this thing will decide whether she'll be selected to represent s'pore in sea games dis yr...i really hope she'll be selected...hey sis i'll be always pray for u and mama,papa and the family..hope we will always stay healthy and bless by Allah...

I Surrender - Celine Dion

2005-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

Cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything
I surrender all to you

Kindaichi Case Files Vol.12 Playing the Fool: Part 1 Summary

2005-05-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

An old friend writes to Hajime and invites him to stop by for a friendly visit. It turns out that his old friend Reika is now a well-known TV idol and during the course of their visit, Hajime and Miyuki meet many new people including Reika's father, several reporters and a talent agent. But all is not as it seems as Reika's father is blackmailed to keep a deep, dark secret hidden or risk ruining his daughter's career.

Kindaichi Case Files Vol.10 Kindaichi The Killer Part 1 Summary

2005-05-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hajime Kindaichi fights to solve the mystery of his life... and it might just cost him his life. As the primary suspect, Hajime will not only need to crack this case on his feet but also on the run. But our skirting sleuth will have to uncover how the real culprit made the kill without leaving any footprints before he gets the ax himself!

Kindaichi Case Files Vol.10 Kindaichi The Killer Part 1 Summary

2005-05-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

A famous writer holds a code-breaking contest, and Hajime Kindaichi naturally rises to the literary challenge. But when the writer is murdered, Kindaichi finds himself as the primary suspect! Will Kindaichi be able to crack the code and find the real killer before the final chapter is written?

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 9 The Headless Samurai Summary

2005-05-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

When a headless samurai terrorizes a provincial village, super sleuth Hajime Kindaichi and Miyuki are on the case. Rumor has it that the ghost of a decapitated samurai warrior haunts the village and has returned to crack some skulls. Can Kindaichi uncover the killer so that cooler heads will prevail ... or will he end up on the chopping block?

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 8: The No Noose is Good Noose Summary

2005-05-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hajime decides to attend a private prep school with Miyuki to boost his low grades, but he finds that the school not only has a legacy of suicides by hanging, but that it is also seriously haunted by some pretty gnarly ghosts ...

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 7: The Santa Slayings Summary

2005-05-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

When a quiet evening out on the town at Mystery Theater turns into a real whodunit, the show must go on as Hajime and Miyuki work backstage to shine a spotlight on the killer. Cast members are dropping one by one during a deadly drama, and all signs point to the Red-Bearded Santa Claus, who was thought to have recently died but seems to be back for an encore. It will take some show-stopping sleuthing to catch the murderer before the final curtain drops.

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 6: The Legend of Lake Hiren Summary

2005-05-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hajime and Miyuki participate in a tour of an expensive resort hoping to win an exclusive membership to the club. However, the fun and games come to an end when the participants are killed off one-by-one. The killer is believed to be Jason (from Friday the 13th) but Hajime soon discovers that all of the victims had something in common and he follows the clues in a dash to discover the killer.

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 5: Treasure Isle Summary

2005-05-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hajime and Miyuki visit an isolated southern island to participate in a fun treasure-hunting contest. Once the contestants arrive, the island owner who sponsored the contest is found dead in the Log House. True to formula, the other contestants begin showing up dead one-by-one ... yet another mystery for the inimitable Hajime to unravel!

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 4: Smoke and Mirrors Summary

2005-05-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

Nobody at Hajime Kindaichi's school takes him seriously. After all, whenever he does bother to show up for class he usually just falls asleep. What they do take seriously are the recent ghost sightings around campus and the threatening letters from someone calling himself the 'Afterschool Magician.' Who is this Afterschool Magician, and what is he after? A few members of the school's Mystery Club tried to find out, and they turned up dead. Luckily for Kindaichi, he's an accomplished magician in his own right, but if he's going to crack this case he'll need to rely on every trick in the book.

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 3: Death TV Summary

2005-05-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hajime Kindaichi, the brilliant but underachieving high school junior, decides to join a TV crew to work on a 'hidden camera' style horror show. It sounded like fun: putting an unsuspecting actress in a situation that mirrors the well-known local myth, 'The Legend of Yukiyasha,' and filming her as she gets the life scared out of her. But when the actress is found dead, could it be the work of the real Yukiyasha? Maybe it's not just a myth. Now members of the TV crew are turning up dead as well. Kindaichi better get to the root of this mystery fast, or he could be next!

Kindaichi Case Files Vol. 2: The Mummy's Curse Summary

2005-05-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hajime and Miyuki are invited to a wedding involving a pre-arranged marriage of their schoolmate, Wakaba Tokita. The village the mariage is to take place in is named after the six mansions positioned at the corners of the village, forming the Star of David. Each of the six houses is hiding a mummy, and each mummy is missing a body part. Owners of these houses are mysteriously killed one-by-one by the seventh Mummy.The murders, Hajime discovers, are related to an incident 27 yearsago where villagers burned a church, killing the priest and his seven daughters. Hajime uncovers that, indeed, SIX bodies were chopped up and rearranged to look like seven bodies (of the seven daughters), and one of the seven survived the fire. The murderer is the survivors son who is attempting to avenge his mother.

Kindaichi Case hiles vol. 1: The Opera House Murders Summary

2005-05-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hajime Kindaichi is your classic underachiever - always falling asleep in class, never doing his homework - it's no wonder everyone thinks he's a loser. It seems like his only friend is Miyuki, the girl-next-door. Ignoring her classmates' complaints, she invites Kindaichi to the Drama Club's weekend rehearsal for 'Phantom of the Opera' - after all, someone's got to do the stagehand grunt work. The production gets off to a shaky start, but when cast members start dying in ways mimicking events in the play, things get downright grisly. While everyone worries about being snuffed out, this is young Kindaichi's moment to shine. With his amazing deductive reasoning and the ability to keep his cool in the face of death, he's a regular Sherlock Holmes. Now the class slacker must put on a class act investigation before the 'Phantom' strikes again!

the files of kindaichi!!

2005-05-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

hey...thats ma fav series ever...it's fun to watch the drama and it is also fun to read the books...
this is about a young boy name kindaichi...which has a superb iq at 180...its damm crazy...eventhough he didn't do well in his test or school work and was known as a class loser and slacker...he can solve various kinds of murder cases...as he inherited his grandfather's ability...he's really good at solving any puzzles...
well...there are various kinds of vols about kindaichi..and mostly it is all about murderers cases...it's really fun to watch it and read it b'coz it tells us how he discover the murderer..and how the things take place...there are the synopsis of kindaichi...i think it's from vol 1 to vol 8 or 9...

characteristic of flame of recca

2005-05-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

RECCA HANABISHI
Character Description: Recca Hanabishi
Recca is a teenage boy who has wanted to be a ninja all his life. Little did he know that this burning aspiration actually has something to do with his secret heritage which dates back to 400 years ago. He is a descendant of a secret clan of ninjas known as the Hokage, whose leaders have the ability to control fire and summon flames from their hands. Recca discovers that he has that very same ability. With the help of Kage Houshi and his friends, he learns to use his "flame-throwing" ability in battle.
Later on, he discovers his true power as a "flame master" by the ability to control and summon the awesome "Karyus" or "flame dragons", one of the most powerful "forms" of flame a flame master could have. Note that I mentioned "Karyus" (plural). Having merely one flame dragon is powerful enough, but Recca has EIGHT (8) flame dragons inside him!
Recca will need to "tame" and "control" these eight dragons in order to protect his "Hime" (princess) Yanagi from being taken by the evil Kouran Mori and his adopted son, Kurei.

FUKO KIRISAWA
character description:Fuko kiri
Fuko Kirisawa is one of Recca's classmates in high school. Ever since they were kids, she has fought against Recca but always lost. With Recca's challenge and his offer of becoming a personal ninja who will serve anyone that defeats him in battle, Fuko becomes even more determined to win. When she discovers that Recca has already chosen a "master" (his "Hime" Yanagi), and that Yanagi did not defeat him in battle but Recca SIMPLY CHOSE her, she gets very angry.
Kage Houshi then takes this opportunity to test Recca's flame by giving Fuko the elemental weapon called Fujin, a bracelet with five crystals with the ability to control wind. At first, the Fujin's power takes control of Fuko and gives her an uncontrollable lust for battle, which nearly defeats Recca. But Recca summons his flame and later makes Fuko snap out of her trance. Eventually, Fuko gains control of the Fujin and quickly masters all its abilities.

KAORU KOGANEI
Character Description: Kaoru Koganei
Kaoru Koganei is a young boy who likes puzzles. He is exceptionally talented in "transfomer" types of puzzles. Seeing this talent, Mori Kouran's adopted son, Kurei, takes him into his group and gives him the elemental weapon called "Kougon Anki".
The Kougon Anki has five basic "forms". In it's default form, it is a halberd. The other forms include a boomerang, a chain sickle, huge scissor-type blades, and it's "true" form, a bow with a metal arrow. A normal human with proper training can "transform" the Kougon Anki into any of its 5 forms in about 40 seconds. Kaoru however, can do it almost instantaneously.
Kaoru at the beginning worked with Kurei and helped him in the kidnapping of Yanagi. He later develops a liking to Yanagi. But later, he felt betrayed by Kurei because the latter promised him that Yanagi not be harmed during the but testing but reneged on the promise.
He then breaks away with Kurei's group, saying "he can't go along" with them anymore. During the Killer's Tournament, when Recca's Team Hokage was short one member, Kaoru offered to join the team in order to help protect Yanagi.

TOKIA MIKAGAMI
Character Description: Tokiya Mikagami
Tokiya Mikagami is an older student studying in Recca's high school. He seems dark, serious, and brooding. When Recca first meets him, Recca thinks Tokiya is a snob.
There is a reason for Tokiya's dark disposition. For about ten years he has been driven by one desire alone: REVENGE for the murder of his older sister right before his eyes. He has been searching all this time for anyone with information regarding his sister's killer.
Recca and Tokiya's paths cross when Tokiya sees Yanagi, who happens to have a striking resemblance to his murdered sister. Through a misunderstanding, Recca and Tokiya fight, and although Recca loses the first encounter, he later develops his flame further and manages to win the second battle, and later clears the misunderstanding between him and Tokiya.
Tokiya is an excellent fighter. He has strategy and can size up his opponents very well. It figures since he is the lone, surviving master of the "Hyomon Ken" sword technique, a very powerful style used in combination with his elemental weapon, the water sword called "Ensui". In its normal form it appears like a small sword hilt. But when it is dipped into water, it "absorbs" the water and "grows" a long sword blade. Ensui can use ALL properties of water, including ice and steam.

DOMON ISHIJIMA
Character Description: Domon Ishijima
Domon is also one of Recca's high school classmates, and the "self-proclaimed" strongest boy in his high school. He also wants Recca to serve as his personal ninja, and thinks that Recca's "ninja obssession" is "outdated and uncool". Although he is strong, Domon is reckless and "not as smart" as Recca's other opponents (like Fuko), and he is defeated easily by Recca.
He has his pride though, and when push comes to shove, he is willing to help Recca and the others just to show that he is the strongest and can be of use to them.
Domon also has a big crush on Fuko, and he makes sure EVERYONE knows about it (much to Fuko's annoyance).
His elemental weapon (given by Kage Houshi) is called "Saturn's Ring", worn as a nose ring. It represents the power of the earth, and when it glows is gives its wearer superhuman strength and endurance.

YANAGI SAKOSHITA
Character Description: Yanagi Sakoshita
Yanagi Sakoshita is Recca's Hime (Princess), and goes to the same school. She has the ability to heal others. A lot of people like her (Kaoru, Recca, ect.). She loves children and makes books (Firestar Reccaman). She really likes Recca.
Her and Recca first meet at school. This is when Recca beomes her shinobi (ninja). A lady named Kage Houshi appears to them, and fights Recca. Kage Houshi comes to Fuko and gives her a Fujin, trying to beat Recca. Yanagi tries to help, but probably bit her tongue.
The relationship begins here. Yanagi, Fuko, and Domon are at Recca's house. At night, Yanagi and Recca watch fireworks and hold hands.
Then, Tokiya Mikagami comes. He cuts Yanagi's hair to make her look like his sister. Him and Recca fight for her.
Last, but not least, Yanagi is captured by Kaoru and Mokuren, and Yanagi ends up as the prize of a "Killing Tournament".

KUREI KOURAN
Character Description: Kurei Mori
Kurei was born 400 years ago to Reina and Ohka, of the Hokage Ninja in feudal Japan. He possessed a Flame power, which signified that he would become the next leader.
However, it was not to be. Ohka married a woman named Kagero, and they had a son named Recca. At first, it was thought Recca was an ordinary infant; however, he soon displayed a Flame power of his own. This was taken to mean that Kurei was unworthy of becoming the next leader. He would have been killed, if not for the intercession of Kagero and Ohka. However, he and his mother were banished to the outskirts of the Hokage village.
Kurei grew bitter. The other children would beat him up because he was no longer a "big shot". The other women would mock his mother for the meanness she had formerly displayed. Reina grew sick and malnourished; Kurei loved her and decided that to make their lives happy again, Recca must die.
He went in the dead of night to kill Recca. However, the sword only pierced Recca's cheek, and his family scrambled to the rescue. As a consequence, Kurei was placed in jail.
He stayed there until the Oni invaded the Hokage village. The jail caught fire and would have collapsed on the five-year-old boy, if he had not used his Flame to protect himself from the falling roof. Although the Oni's forces were wreaking havoc, he immediately thought of finishing his revenge on Recca. He found Kagero in the midst of time-manipulation, and as she carried him to safety, he followed the baby through the time portal.
400 years later, he arrived at the other end. He was found by Mori Tsukino, a kindly woman married to an underworld boss. He loved Tsukino very much, but Mori Kouran used this against him. Kurei's already-present bitterness and anger was used to make him into Mori Kouran's killing machine. Tsukino was held hostage in a mountain cottage, with a bomb implanted inside her, to ensure his cooperation. Any time Kurei expressed a love or emotion for something, Mori Kouran destroyed it, and Kurei eventually became cold and heartless... for all intents and purposes, anyways.
Kurenai, a pleasant girl with a fondness for roses, managed to break through this shell. Kurei fell in love with her, and Mori Kouran had her killed. Kurei was devastated, and made his Flame assume her form.
When he had Yanagi and the sensei kidnapped to help with his father's quest for eternal life, Recca, Domon, Mikagami, and Fuuko came to rescue her. During this time, Kurei discovered Recca was indeed his long-lost half-brother, and they had a confrontation. They fought to a stalemate, and Recca & Co. left with Yanagi and their sensei.
He sent the Hokage an invitation to the Ura Butou Satsujin, a deathmatch fighting tournament, where most people used madogou created by their Hokage ancestors.
In the anime, Recca won by default. The two were equally matched, but Kurei left the ring in order to stop Mori Kouran, who had interfered with a Kurei-clone. In the manga, Recca proved himself the more powerful of the two by a knockout. Soukoukasai, Mokuren, Renge, and Mori Kouran confronted Kurei afterwards at the edge of a cliff. Kurei was shot with bullets; Neon came running to his rescue and jumped over the cliff with him.
He remained in a coma for ten days, with Neon caring for him. Neon found the human side to him, which Kurenai had found long ago. Then, when one of his father's lackeys ferreted them out, Neon got hurt. She awoke in the hospital, having been taken there by Kurei. He then discarded his humanity and went to take revenge on his father, who had detonated Tsukino's bomb before Kurei had fallen over the cliff. However, Raiha had run to the Moon Palace to save Tsukino in the middle of the Kurei-Recca fight. He managed to disable the bomb using his Raijin, thus saving her.
He reappeared in the cave of the Tendojigoku with Joker in tow. Neon had been left behind at the hospital. Raiha showed up separately to rescue Fuuko from Soukakasai's cauldron, and they faced Mori Kouran. Kurei had a new mask, with the Hokage symbol on it, and refers to himself as "Uruha Hokage" now...

KOURAN MORI
Character Description: Kouran Mori
Mori Kouran is the 'real' villain who possess an evil heart with no love. He abused his stepson Kurei and taught him to have no emotion. He used Tsukino, his wife, and also Kurei's beloved stepmother as a bait so Kurei would always obey him. He implanted a bomb inside her body and he got a remote control that can explode when the switch is pressed. He believed that Kurei still had emotions that hidden secretly and he sent him to a mansion named 'Kurei's Villa'.
He then applied his 'secret weapon', named Kurenai. He sent the beautiful girl to Kurei's Villa to reveal Kurei's emotions. The plan succeed. Kurei fell in love with her and everything was revealed. The furious Mori came to the villa and beat Kurei badly.
Kurenai realized that she was only used as a toy for his plans. Kurei then told Mori that he had no feelings, and stated that he has nothing to do with Kurenai. As evil as he can be, Mori Kouran ordered Kurei to kill Kurenai. Of course, Kurei wouldn't do it.
Mori then reveals that he had implanted the same bomb inside Tsukino's body to Kurenai. He pressed the switch and Kurenai died as the bomb exploded. Kurei then reveals his flame, the 'Phoenix'. Kurenai became a flame and what Mori had feared came true. Even though he had the power to kill Kurei, he didn't do it realizing that Kurei is a demon and far more stronger than him. But he keep it a secret.
He used Kurei as his shield and weapon to fulfill his ambitions to become immortal. He found a girl named Yanagi Sakoshita. She has the ability to heal people, and Mori decides to send his minions for her. He sent Mokuren and Koganei. However, Kurei had failed him.
He then sponsored the 'Killer's Tournament', with a promise that if Recca's team lost, he could take Yanagi. Recca agreed and the Killer's Tournament began.

KAGEI HOUSHI
Character Description: Kagero
Kage Houshi is a mysterious woman who appears into Recca's life and challenges him to release his hidden flame. Recca and his friends at first think she's weird and annoying, but in reality she was only "training" them all with the use of their "elemental weapons".
She also holds a dark and shocking secret about Recca's heritage as a member of the Hokage Clan of ninjas from 400 years ago....
During the Killer's Tournament, Kage Houshi acts as a "resource person" to team Hokage by effectively identifying all elemental weapons used/wielded by their opponents.

shinhwa profile

2005-05-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

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lyric of ma fav song from kinki kids

2005-05-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

Kinki kids:jounetsu(passion)

taisetsu na omou kara yume ni todokanai
jikan wa boku ga umete ageru
kanashikute hitomi o tojita mama ja
kono ai wa mienai
namida wa iranai kara asu e yukou
jounetsu no honnou KIMI no te o ubatte
hashiri dashita nara mou tomarenai yo
ai o tsutaetai ima sugu tsutaetai
kawaru koto no nai hakanai kimochi o...
'hanasanai...'
hanashitaku wa ikara KIMI dake o mamotte
donna toki demo soba ni iru yo
itsu datte nakitaku nattara sugu ni
dakishime ni yuku kara
namida no wake o BOKU ni kikasete yo
jounetsu no honnou mou hitori janai yo
itsu mo itsu made mo KIMI o aishiteru
asu o shinjitai futaride shinjitai
owaru koto no nai yume o kanaeyou
jounetsu no honnou KIMI no te o ubatte
ugoki dashita kara mou tomaranai yo
ai o todoketai ima sugu todoketai
kawaru koto no nai afureru kimochi o
KIMI ni

wat a day...

2005-05-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

hai...wat a day man...all ma siblings were all training except me..for a special reason...i really miss ma silat training very much...and today i went to sim lim square to search for ma sis mp3(creative n200) but after survey all the shops..i did not buy any of it...coz ma sis is very cerewet type...she desperately want the pink colour...but none of the shop have the pink colour...i search for it wif ma parents until many shops has close down...which is at 9pm...it's quite tiring searching for ma sis mp3....despite on searching the colour..i had to see the price also...she wants the price to be below $150..many shops sell over $150...except one shop which sell below $150..it's the cheapest shop ever...i think..but too bad..they didn't sell the colour that ma sis want...hai...sabar jer...but watever it is...today is not really a day for me for some reason...i hope things will solve very soon...oh Allah..hope u will always be there protecting me and ma belove family...i really hope ma family will lead a blessing life...oh Allah...hope u will always bless me and ma belove family...

i wanna go!!

2005-05-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

arggggggg!!!i wanna go to siti's concert...she'll be having her live concert at singapore indoor stadium on the 25th of july...and it will no be shown on the tv...if i have a lot of money...i wanna buy the first class ticket...coz i'm her truly and de only fanatic...yea! she's a really fantastic singer in de world...great vocal..nice hair..beautiful face and lots more...i really admire her for giving her family a good life wif her ability...she's dam great man!!became a millionare at such a young age...i wonder if i get to collect that amount of money...??but i really hope oneday...i can give ma parents a good life....insya Allah!!may Allah bless me and ma belove family...Ameen..

luv u mom!!luv u dad!!

yeah at last!!

2005-05-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey..hey..hey..

sorry for not updating my blog dis few months..coz of technical problem...so i hope i can post many things to cover up this missing month time..exams juz over...i need to relax maself before i have to concentrate on ma studies..yeah!!but this few month i've been slacking on ma studies..many subjects i'd missed due to some reason..only certain people noe about it..rite ma fren??arggg!! i think i fail ma english paper...coz its damm difficult..how??my o'levels is coming....i dont wanna fail any of ma subjects...wat should i do??i really need to buck up...oh Allah give me a courage to undergo ma difficulties...plz bless me and ma family especially ma mom and dad...oh Allah u r ma idol!!

Miss My Blog...

2005-01-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

hi there!!i'm sorry for not updating my blog due to some reason...one of the reason is that...the newsletter thingy!!since last month i'm busy with my mai council report but till now i haven't finish yet..haha...hmmm..yeah!!!!i'm fresh this year..coz i'm able to forget that damn person that makes me miserable a few month ago...but wow!!i can forget him with my new resolution in this new year which is to study smart,study hard and makes my parent proud..yeah!
last year is not my year...many sad things happening beside the death of my close and belove cuzin..i pity the people who live in aceh due to the tsunami or killer waves thing which take 100 over thousands people of lives..but i hope the muslims there will not blame Allah for all this things that happen to them...*moga-moga org yg beriman akan sentiasa di sisi Allah*yeah!
oklah i'm tired right now coz i juz got back from my *newsletter* thingy discussin again..so seeya again!!hopefully my resolution succeed!!yeah!!may i pass my o-levels with flying colours!!pray for me!!!

Memorable Friend

2004-12-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

hey!hey!hey!!!wat a memorable day today....coz i kept thinking about my newly wed fren...and someone..i juz couldn't get rid of it...so sickening!my fren who juz got married a few days ago is only 18 and i can't imagine it..all her patients,problems,are all fed off!she use to tell me bout her problems before she got married,and now my life felt so boring coz theres no one to share their problems..haha i'm crazy didn't i..coz i reckon that not many people like to listhen to thier frens problem..but i'm definitely different..i luv listhening to their problem although it may be boring...but watever it is i think my fren is really2 happy..coz she marrying the man who she love most....i'm happy when my fren is happy and i'm sad when my fren is sad!!gosh i'm crazy!well *someone* i mean*somebody*had made me crazy!he or him?i'm damp tired man!plz!plz!get rid of him from my mind!but how?how?!plz somebody out there help me!i don't want to think of them again...but thank goodness one i get rid of already!but this one one!help me!i wanna see him but sometime i don want to see him...i didn't want to have a crush with anybody..coz i'm freaking bout something else....plz somebody stop me from reminding him!but i juz couldn't tell anyone...and i don want to...it's so hurting but i juz couldn't do so...how?how?how?neve mind one day i will forget him hopefully!!if i couldn't,i think i have to go somewhere far from this place till i forget him...may i forget him!!i wanna start a fresh for next yr...so next year will be my new life....ok gotta go byee!ciao!

tHe ApL sOnG lYrIc

2004-11-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

[Chorus in Tagalog]
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
Ako'y padadalang, balita galing sa bayan ko
Yaung pamamahagi ang mga kuento
Ng manga pangyayaring ganaganap
Sa lupang pinangako

[English Translation:]
(Come together and listen
I brought news from my native land
I'll tell you how we live and what goes on
From my beloved homeland.)

[Verse one, Apl.De.Ap]
Every place got a ghetto this is my version
Check it out...
Listen closely yo, I got a story to tell
A version of my ghetto where life felt for real
Some would call it hell but to me it was heaven
God gave me the grace, amazin' ways of living
How would you feel if you had to catch your meal?
Build a hut to live and to eat and chill in.
Having to pump the water outta the ground
The way we put it down utilizing what is around
Like land for farming, river for fishing
Everyone helpin' each other whenever they can
We makin' it happen, from nothin' to somethin'
That's how we be survivin' back in my homeland
[Chorus]

[Verse two, Apl.De.Ap]
Yo, its been a while but...
I been back home to my homeland, (check it out) to see what's going on
Man it feels good to be back at home
And it's been a decade, on the journey all alone
I was fourteen when I first left Philippines
I've been away half my life, but it felt like a day
To be next to my mom with her home cooked meal
Meant I felt complete, my emotions I feel!
Now life has changed for me in the U.S
But back at home man, life was a mess...
I guess sometimes life's stresses gets you down
On your knees, oh brother I wish I could have helped you out...
[Chorus]

I'm Very Tired Man!!!

2004-11-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

what a day man...juz 7 houses and i'm already tired...well,today me and my friends visits my teachers and some of my friends houses...i'm really full with alot of drinking in their house and also kueh which are serve with all different kind of kueh...beside that some of the house that i went serve some mee and also fish & chips,it's quite tasty i can say that..all the houses that i went today are all around tampines,so some of the houses i've got to walk so it's quite tiring...hmm..ok thats all for now...as i'm sleepy rite now so i've to go now...so seeya again!ciao!

Selamat Hari Raya

2004-11-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

hey!!first of all,
selamat hari raya to everyone who read my blog..well,this is my first time writing something about my life in this blog where many people can read it...well...this year,hari raya is not that merrier because of my belove cuzin or my fren juz passed away on 12/11/04...he's in the same age as me 16....i'm in no mood for hari raya,but life has to go on...all the memories that he leave for me are all sweets and beautiful,it's not easy to forget him coz all my school time that i spent with him still playing in my mind...i juz need some time to get over it... but no matter wat he's still in my mind(walau jauh di mata,tapi tetap dekat di hati..)ok...that's all for now...i'm wishing all the muslims a selamat hari raya!! seeya again!